times like these when you find out how much you really mean to others.....






oh well.

were you ever just mine and mine alone?





i guess my blog has been really dreary lately. can't be very pleasant to ppl who are reading this.

i'll try to keep my unhappy thoughts away from this space k!

back to studies.....................................

"i didn't lie, i just didn't tell you"

wow.

isn't the general rule of thumb, don't do something if your partner isn't going to like it? or at least just be honest about it?

not do something and hope that the other person doesn't find out. things just don't work that way. whether or not your bf/gf finds out, you shouldn't even do it in the first place.




i hate it, and i feel so cheated.
you make me feel like a damned fool.

my head hurts, eyes hurt urgh.

i just want to be happy.

i try and i try but apparently i'm not nice enough.


other girls are.







sweet. that totally hit me with the force of a slap.
i really don't know. maybe i'm really not a nice person?

hello love (:

it's too late.

some things should have been said earlier, done earlier.

but there wasn't any reassurance. not until it's really too late to change anything.

i'm sorry. if i had a choice i really would have wanted it to last forever.

=(

DON'T GO

sorry i haven't been blogging much lately, so my blog is pretty much boring.
but i haven't been in the best of moods lately.

and lee ling is going off to korea for 2 months today
sam and i are going to see her off.

=(((((

lee lingggg don't go?
we're really going to miss you!