of rosy daydreams and pretty bubbles

Fragrances! Love!

2011-07-18T21:44:00.003+08:00

I was going to make a quick stop to pick up a birthday present for Sharon, and you know the saying right...about buying things for others what you would like...

I ended up buying for myself too! The packaging was just too pretty to resist.

Look! This one is called Ring My Bella. It's new and it smells really good! I love fragrances :)

This one is the one I got for Sharon. It sells very well I guess. I got the last bottle! It's called My Place or Yours - Gina. HEHEHE. This one is for her also partly cos of its name. So cute.

I really haven't blogged in ages! I had the time today to drop by for a while. I missed my blog!

2010-10-11T21:55:00.002+08:00

people work hard to earn money to have a good future.

I work hard but I'm making everybody happy except myself.

I don't even see a good future anytime soon.

Sometimes, life can be so meaningless. When it comes to dealing with other adults. I love the kids so much. At least they're real and I know that they do really love me.

2010-07-30T14:30:00.002+08:00

I need a new laptop..my vaio costs $822 to repair..I can get a new one for that amount..

I've been working so hard! but all my money is just going to all these stuff..noooo

been so busy lately, need to catch up with everything else!

2010-06-19T17:24:00.001+08:00

zzzzzzzzz..

damn annoyed

2010-06-03T02:32:00.000+08:00

oh no.............. =/

?????????

heart feels in my throat....

2010-05-26T23:41:00.002+08:00

???????? okay. wtf.

upset also don't know who to tell. pffft.

think i just got brushed off.

2010-05-23T00:00:00.004+08:00

why?????? pay me late, don't you think i need money to survive too? want me to stay half an hour longer for exams, i don't mind. in fact i didn't even charge the extra. but i hate hate hate late payments. i have bills too..and a fire-breathing mother who hounds me for money all the time..

why are ppl so selfish? it really sucks to be poor

i just need some understanding............................................

2010-05-21T02:30:00.000+08:00

%!@*%!@!!!!

pmsy..I feel terrible..rawr

EYELID DISEASE

2010-05-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

after years and years of battling constant eye infections, I went to consult many specialists..

the conclusion is..I have eyelid disease..BOO

it's nothing life threatening, at least it's external, but apparently it's a chronic condition so I probably will have eye infections on off for years..damn!!

it's really troublesome, some days my eyes are find while some days it's red and horrible looking when I wake up. I constantly feel like there's sand in my eye and it smarts..ouch man!

and I have to clean my eyelids with some wash like twice a day, very troublesome!

please........go away!

2010-05-20T00:38:00.003+08:00

-_- I swear, vow and proclaim that I will never rush into a hairdresser's and go for a haircut just because the weather is hot..

on wed I couldn't take it while walking home because I was melting and I cut like what..6 inches off?? I hate my hair now =( it was slightly past my waist before that and now it's just URGH!!

I know it feels a whole lot lighter and less hassle but I look terrible..ahhh!

2010-04-29T00:48:00.003+08:00

ooooooooh.......I have such a headache, just popped 2 paracetamols..I think it's the weather! I must be falling sick =(

I'm feeling a tad irritated now because some parent owes me money and I think it's really sickening to have to ask for it..boo..don't you know your kid is really fricking difficult to teach!!!

my bro's home unexpectedly today, he's full of abrasions haha..he's not walking properly lol..smelly ns boy..he just helped me to light my aromatherapy candle from bath n body works..smells yummy! i've been looking at it for days but i don't know how to use a lighter..heh..

i'm getting lazier and lazier to go online nowadays..don't even feel like typing..smsing too..

time for some crossword puzzles..nights!

MEN WHO TALK

2010-04-06T02:33:00.002+08:00

how many of you are of the belief that men should be strong and silent?
it's 2 hands up for me - in the past I thought it was fine for guys to be chatty, but further interaction (read: quarreling) with my father has changed this notion. stupid me.

1. when I talk to him he doesn't reply, or pretend that he doesn't hear it. BUT, looks can be deceiving, and it's something that I've yet to guard myself against. the thing is, he's actually all ears, waiting to spread whatever I've just said to my aunts, especially my 2nd and 4th aunt, because to him, their opinion is better and wiser than what any philosopher could have come up with.

this habit is damn irritating I swear. for instance, I'm contemplating a decision. so I've YET to decide. I discuss it with him and I say "I'll tell mom myself when I have decided". no. big mouth agrees to keep his trap shut but the next minute, I'll be receiving phone calls from my mom by the dozen. so yes, surprises don't work in my house.

or, which is the most recent. I was talking to my mom and I mentioned that I received a job offer. big ears overhears cause I didn't tell him, so he just gets the scanty details, and he conveys all these to my 4th aunt. and I find out because my aunt comes smsing me over something which of course I wouldn't have told her about saying that she'll be "happy to offer me a 2nd opinion should I need any".

ZzzZ.

2. my dad nags. non. stop. and I mean non stop. even when there's nobody around to hear. he just launches into the same old tirade that I've been hearing for the past 23 years, just that perhaps for my first 5 years I couldn't comprehend what he was saying. when I could, I realised his speech consisted mainly of words like "untidy..dirty..and dust". and seriously I thought I was already quite an advocate of cleanliness. boy, I bet I could be poster girl for some cleanliness campaign but my dad just takes the cake. you know how little tots crawl around before they can walk? when I was young, I didn't crawl much because according to my dad, crawling on the floor is dirty. I mean when you're outside yeah la but at home??? so I spent the majority of my...."crawling months" lol sitting on a high chair -_- or being carried around, which isn't too bad, haha.

but I digress, yeah. men shouldn't nag, it's really unbecoming. women, still not too bad. but in a guy, it's terrible. especially fathers. cause all other fathers that I've seen, like my friends' dads are strong and silent. haha. they only open their mouths for important things. like giving allowance. you know? "what is it now, how much do you want?" ahhhh..music to the ears, strangely, that role goes to my grandmother, who luckily, is a very dear lady.

3. dumb comments which don't make any sense at all. seriously. I know my blog is full of posts like how my parents don't love me. it's fine I've gotten over it but I just gotta grumble once in a while. just last week, I saw 2 cockroaches in my bro's room. my dad sleeps with my bro so I thought I'd be nice and tell him. the conversation went like that, I'm not sure if it counts as a conversation because the last time I checked, a convo requires listening and understanding, not complete distortion of facts

me: I saw 2 cockroaches running around yesterday, under the bed so you might wanna just check...

dad: that's because you put your things in his room

(wtf???? I know he's completely biased against me but this is..........)
but nvm..I still tried one more time

me: no....I only placed my stuff in that corner cos I'm redoing my room, the cockroaches came from under the bed

dad: cos you put your bedsheets and blankets in that corner, soft and comfortable, they like to sleep there..

and he meant every single word of it, not jokingly. so we had a huge quarrel over that. I'm so sick of talking to him. pfft.

3 am. time for some mario now. guess the mother post will be part 2. heh
new furniture coming tmr!!! can't wait (:

2010-03-25T10:51:00.002+08:00

my room is painted! (: walls are indigo violet and harmonious purple, ceiling, soft mist! whoo..just installed my ceiling fan too..it's pretty! matches the flooring which I wanna do..dark walnut parquet flooring..

all thanks to my uncle..I've been wanting to redo my room for ages but I had no idea how to start..my previous furniture was purchased when I was 5?? so super childish looking, with all the horrible stickers that I stuck on when I was still having itchy fingers..so I just mentioned it to him and he really came and moved all my furniture away, rewired my room, installed my electrical stuff, got his friend to do my floor etc. really can't wait to get my new furniture!!! I want a nice cosy room, as I'm not a fan of big, airy, spacious rooms..not that I want a cluttered room of course, just that I don't really like too much empty space..oh..my uncle even bought me a 42 inch tv!! muahaha..my mom is green with envy..

been to a couple of interviews lately, hopefully I'll be employed by April! *crosses fingers!

listening ear

2010-03-18T16:13:00.002+08:00

i'm lonely. my house is always empty, and when someone is actually home there's always shouting going on.

=(

i want to feel needed once in a while, have someone share my problems. but then again everyone has their own problems.

2010-03-18T04:11:00.002+08:00

I'm so proud of myself! the last time I shopped online was in Feb! aha..so I decided to reward myself a bit.. =/ by buying 1-2 items..hehe..but this time I will control myself and not go mad shopping..because it's my own money boohoo and I really do feel it..

on a sidenote..Singapore is dead boring..I just spent an entire day at home feeling like a slug and totally depressed..I did absolutely nothing besides send resumes..I didn't even eat properly cos I just felt so................I can't describe it..today just felt totally like one of those blue days..I only perked up around 9 when I watched a TVB drama..

my bunnies..giving me a headache! my balcony pipe got clogged..the water wouldn't drain..plus it had shit and pee zzzzzzzz..I've never used a plunger..couldn't find one..bunnies were splashing around..balcony looked like a swamp..just imagine..

ok I'm tired now guess I should sleep..nights!

2010-03-10T01:02:00.004+08:00

I remember Muffin's birthday is somewhere in March. Since I never knew the exact date he was born, I decided last time that it would be March 11. So he turns 3 tomorrow. It's his special day but I want him to be young forever =(

Looking at my post last year, this is what I said:

"it's muffin's birthday tomorrow! 11th March. i went shopping just now to buy him some treats.
got him vitakraft dream - contains pears, apples and grapes! sounds nice right? hope he'll like it. got him some dried strawberries too. pet items are so expensive in singapore! but he deserves to be pampered (:

can't believe he's been with me for 2 years already! bf gave him to me when he was just 3 weeks old. i love muffin so much! but of course i love bf more hehe.

sorry i've been very excited about his birthday -_- as silly as it sounds, so i've been talking about it nonstop lately. my family decided to chip in as well. my mom bought him some quite a bit of food and hay!"

I really can't imagine it, I've been looking after him for 3 years. I should go buy him his fave yogurt treats! Another year, I still love him so much and more

my bright-eyed boy, brought me so much happiness

2010-03-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

Love will find a way?

2010-02-25T01:00:00.001+08:00

6/2/10, 16/2/10

guess it's time for me to stop bluffing myself no matter how much I want to think otherwise.

2010-02-25T00:30:00.001+08:00

so wasted, wasted away.

2010-02-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

my brother is enlisting tmr =((((((((((

i'll be going with my family..nv been to tekong b4 though..

i'm sick! my nose is like a leaky tap..

saw puppy just now..cute boy..haven't seen him for years..

but oops..haven't kept my promise to muffin haha..i promised him i'd let him out for a run yesterday..

i hit my head v hard against the wall just now..hurts!!!!!!

i feel so tired today..shall go bathe and sleep..

oh god..i need money..

2010-02-16T04:55:00.001+08:00

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ooooooh..I just discovered this..makes managing those blogs that u read often easier..nice!

NEW YEAR POST

2010-02-16T02:37:00.009+08:00

CNY eve

I spent the most part of the day at home with my mama! My dad went to work, my bro played computer games while I played my DS. I'm currently playing Mario and Luigi: Bowser's Inside Story. It's really really cute! I love it so much.

look at Bowser!! so cute right!

=D CUTEEEEEEE!

!!!! he overate! chubby! so cute!

Luigi is arguing with a worm! sorry but I find such stuff very funny..their voices all very cute too!

after a while I decided to be a nice owner..new year so must clean my rabbits' cage..so that they will smell nice..so I played with them and tried to snap pics..my darling little boys! must take more pics cause they grow so quickly! Cupcake is really naughty..he keeps spraying pee around..so horrible like some kind of jet..my whole balcony stinks ever since he arrived he's still very timid around people..he's only good friends with Muffin..and disgustingly so..lol..they go everywhere together..eat together..sit down together..I wonder how they communicate..

so hard to capture both of them in a single shot! I keep getting either Muffin's tail and Cupcake's nose..or Cupcake's ear and Muffin's foot.. -_-

see what I mean?

(: my fave dear bunny!

he's actually enjoying the breeze..one of his fave pastimes..find a great spot preferably near the door or some windy location and sit back and relax

think he must have been quite annoyed with me..I was almost sticking a camera up his nose! ah! just look at it!

I know, I am a bit crazy over my pet..but what to do!

shy boy Cupcake..not as gung ho as Muffin..see how he's crouched in the corner? he's scared of me zzzz..his nose is half black though! and this is all I managed to take of him..he kept scampering off..

had "steamboat" after that for dinner at home when my dad came back..inverted commas cos my mom dunked all the food in n stirred b4 hand.."easier" she said..

Swensens at TM after that cos my mom n I were craving for ice-cream..we were overcome by some kind of madness n ordered a Topless 5 and Banana Crumble..WAH..stuffed ourselves silly..while we were eating my mom was busy eavesdropping on this one lady sitting alone by herself at the next table..though I must admit that she did look a bit psycho..she was raving at the manager about her latte..also..she ate until the very last bit of steak..just one bite..n she called the manager n asked him why "why is this part white? EXPLAIN TO ME"..lol..crazy ppl nowadays..I mean..??????? making noise AFTER finishing like 99%?

CNY Day 1

went to my grandma's house for lunch! her cooking sure is awesome.. (: I tried taking pics with my brother on the way there but very unsuccessful..he blatantly refused to smile n sat there like da bo gong..I tried all the way..even at my grandma's house..cos he's going NS soon =(((((((( boo..I'll be all alone..crap..I do like my bro a lot..

he hasn't gone in yet..he has super curly almost afro hair so this is his best hairstyle..

me! in a sunny yellow dress that I grabbed from Tubee's own stock =/ oops..

mom!

gramps! she loves me v v much..

4th aunt's house after that..all my extended family was there too..played Munchkins (or rather TRY to figure it out) and Citadels with my cousins..fun! since all of us are quite er..grown up already..we leveled up from just Uno to more intellectual games la huh..

they came to my house next..and watched in fascination as I played my Mario again..know why! cos none of them have actually seen ppl use the mic on the DS so they were wondering why I was huffing n puffing away at it..haha..cos Bowser was trying to blow fire see? I know I know..I'm gonna be 24 already this year I shouldn't be so kiddy..my relatives declared my rabbits were dogs in disguise..

The Springfield at Tanah Merah after that for dinner! my relatives are actually vegetarians..so yep..whole day vegetarian food..I don't mind actually..I don't enjoy meat that much..went home after that n I was so tired I went to bed at 12.30

CNY Day 2

my mom was being very unscientific..she said none of us could go out on the 2nd day of CNY..CRAZY! where got such thing one? we went to visit temples anyway..my dad left her at my grandma's house first so she could hide -_- it's been a while since I went..previous years..exams after CNY! so silly..back to gramps house after that..but first we went to order KFC for the 3 hungry ppl..mom..grandma n grandpa..there were only 4 ppl in the queue..but bro n I waited 40 mins..by then I couldn't take it anymore since the service was so freaking slow I figured it would be wiser to order something simple..

"1 fortune feast takeaway"..instead of dunno how many piece n change what here and there which my mom was muttering over the phone..

TERRIBLE!!!

back at my grandma's house..they were playing mj..they don't like me to play but I managed to convince them that it's more fun with 4 ppl..I lost $7 to my grandpa but he waved it off..haha..it was a funny mj session..mom n grandpa kept playing backwards n messing up the tiles..mom kept asking what her "flower" was..grandma was giving instructions..n grandpa..FALLING ASLEEP AT THE TABLE! cause he kept drinking red wine! misbehaving old man!

oh what a long entry..just felt like blogging..tmr's day 3 but I'll be giving tuition!

hmmmmm..love my friends! see u all soon (:

2010-02-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

i just heard the artistes on tv screaming happy new year, so i guess yeah, it's CNY already..so fast..

i remember i was in HK this time last year.

i do wish i'm on holiday though! too bad i'm not, i'm playing DS -_- after having ice-cream with my mom just now.

so bored so bored!

2010-02-04T13:45:00.002+08:00

2009 was a year filled with many ups and downs. 1 month into 2010, i'm still dealing with issues from the previous year. i don't want that anymore. even a boring life beats one filled with happiness and sadness at the same time.

i just want to pick up the pieces of my life.

38 months. we made it that far. sigh.

2010-01-30T03:26:00.001+08:00

close.

i don't want to hang on to the thought of something that will never happen.

for a relationship to work, both parties have to want it.

2010-01-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

i need a job so badly! super in need of money..my account balance is at 2 digits..wtf!!! never been so miserable before..DIE..so i've been scheduling tuitions like nobody's business..everyday from monday to sunday..i feel as worn out as an old kitchen rag..

need red bull!! now i wish there were more than 24 hours each day..

2010-01-14T06:54:00.001+08:00

='(

heavy heart.

2010-01-09T00:50:00.001+08:00

how's the new year coming along?

i've been busy shopping and more shopping..started giving tuition though..$$$$$$$$$!!!!

wanna shop hee..just bought myself a jacket for $38..whoopee!

2009-12-31T02:07:00.002+08:00

=(

i've got a load on my mind now, i feel so extremely tired.

can't wait for 2010, this year has been really really bad.

i don't really feel very festive right now, can't really enjoy the festive season! nonetheless..forgive me for being such a wet blanket..have a good weekend! (:

2009-12-29T15:12:00.002+08:00

hi! how was everyone's xmas? i had fun! many gatherings..ate a lot..fat already =/

i had super sore eyes the day after..like red red..recovering now after visiting an eye doctor yesterday..checkup again in 2 weeks! meanwhile i can't look at the comp too much..

happy new year in advance! (:

2009-12-17T01:05:00.001+08:00

hi!

if u're seeing this, then do support k!

(:

http://tubee.livejournal.com/27070.html#cutid1

christmas collection!

thanks!

MAKE IT HAPPEN

2009-12-09T03:19:00.002+08:00

=D so happy!

thank you.

on another note, i'm broke! i was looking at modparade just now and eyeballing some items, but it took like all of my willpower to say NO, i shan't buy. so proud of myself. i reallyyyy liked the clothes lorh. boo.

hehe. boy i need to be rich! i still owe osacar her 21st bday present. =/

can't wait for all my purchases to arrive. why is it taking so long!

need to jobhunt soon, but i keep procrastinating. darn! any openings, anyone?

2009-12-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

eeeek! i saw this lovely sequinned tank dress on some taiwan spree and it's so cheap! $21! i wanted to happily order, however a check with my measuring tape shows that i will never be able to fit in it as the ptp is too big =((((((( SO SAD! and the one at mphosis is retailing for $73! how cannnnnnnn..boo..

it's been ages since we updated the blogshop..yes, it's time for me to go do the layouts..this time there's one of my recent craze..hehe..leopard prints! took one for myself =P

not the most brilliant pic but my hair looks funny in the others so no!

it's my cousin's wedding tmr! gotta turn in early..ta!

TEAM VAMPIRE!

2009-12-04T06:06:00.002+08:00

of course, i'm on cullen's side!! not just because of edward la, but i generally like vampire stories..so romantic! hehe..and i think they're just so sexy, sleek and broody and everything =D while the werewolves are just..buff..

i really do wish i'm a vampire now! swoon!

i had BK with the girls just now, i can't believe it! cos i'm not a fan of fast food. eeps.

sorry i couldn't meet sarah today though, haven't seen her in years? meetup soon k!

new shopping centre open in orchard! clothes clothes and more clothes! i wanna go mphosis to look at clothes! i have just caught on some sequins craze, ahaha. it really is fun to be a girlie girl and be all fluffy sometimes....hee..

SEQUINS! shall go hunting for such stuff soon. yay!

OBSESSION

2009-12-03T00:55:00.003+08:00

DIE! i seem to have picked up a habit that i can't seem to quit!

i mean i never used to look at clothes so much, of course i did la, i'm a girl what, haha, just like how guys stare at boobs, girls stare at clothes heh..but it's turning into some kind of obsession! goodness me! everyday i just surf the web and stare and stare at clothes

and i keep looking at jackets, cardigans and blazers recently! just what is wrong with me! they're all so gorgeous but so pricey! i really like the way they look but i wouldn't wear them normally, so NO, cannot buy!

must. stop. eyeballing.

2009-12-01T01:47:00.003+08:00

shucks. i have been too lazy to blog about what i've been doing lately.

maybe i should take pictures of my new clothes instead. that would take up like..5 entire posts..hehe..clothes make me happy!

but, my camera kinda sucks. so pics don't look that fantastical.

oh well. time to clean the cage. again. heh. that's my life.

2009-11-23T22:13:00.004+08:00

i like this pic of me! but can see my freckles =(

i have decided, i wanna go for treatment to laser them off! or they'll become age spots when i'm older, no i don't want that!

but my mom went for 1 session and she said it hurt a bit..hmmmm..how how?

$$$.. =/

i just received my patchwork cropped top from ohsofickle! it's so pretty! yay..

2009-11-21T14:47:00.003+08:00

been too lazy to do anything.. =(

school's been out for about 3 weeks..I'm very scared of what the future holds, wish I could be a student forever..really worried about it

haha..silly thoughts..

but these 2 munchkins have been keeping me busy..

they are now fast friends and get into mischief together -_- but cute! they won't keep still long enough for me to capture a decent picture..but cupcake is the one on the step..his 2nd time out of the house..aha..muffin is just watching him..

2009-11-21T14:47:00.000+08:00

been too lazy to do anything.. =(

school's been out for about 3 weeks..I'm very scared of what the future holds, wish I could be a student forever..

haha..silly thoughts..

2009-11-06T16:52:00.003+08:00

don't know how to describe what i'm feeling.

have some pics from the last 2-3 weeks, update again soon, when i don't feel so stoned.

rabbits have been keeping me really busy. muffin is getting very territorial, and cupcake is growing exponentially. muffin's been trying to show him who's boss. he sprayed pee on me yesterday all of a sudden, i got a shock -_-

owner is his, yes yes. silly boys.

2009-11-03T21:24:00.001+08:00

... ... ... ... ...

feel so dizzy.

why. WHY? can't i just have some peace and quiet

蔡鍔與小鳳仙

2009-10-28T13:49:00.004+08:00

i'm super hooked to this show! 蔡鍔與小鳳仙 - In The Chamber of Bliss

i'm a fan of period dramas..n this one is just so.........addictive..there's like something magical about it..

so beautiful! very touching..i cried like shit..and i love the theme song too!

傷愛一生

花火終散開　田地都取替海
玫瑰　縱會枯萎也願栽
假使感痛哀　無甚麼不變改
還剩我　永遠都不會離開

如果我　無止境的等與待　不放開
還換到　每縷青絲變白　我只敢說活該
從　無止境的傷與害　喜變哀
其實我　看痛苦只當塵埃　以我一生證實愛

sad..sad..so sweet! watch it if you can! but everytime I watch such shows I get super anti-japanese..bleah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PddTSlnpXSA

whoaaa! just listen to her voice............such a tearjerker..niceeeee

2009-10-27T14:35:00.002+08:00

why are you so easily influenced by other people and your stupid auntie friends who can't keep their mouths shut?

are their kids very successful? hello, they are only in primary school. so what gives them the right to come and tell me what I should be doing?

and you, I can't understand why you're always finding fault with me. don't work, complain. work, also complain.

fuck. why can't you be satisfied. like I said over the phone, you just have an itchy mouth, just looking for something to say. MAD. I try my best to get along with you but sometimes, I dislike you so much. you've never had a kind word for me or a word of encouragement. all these years. never. it sucks to be your kid. i hate to see your number flashing on my phone.

2009-10-23T18:21:00.002+08:00

i dunno why but i like this dress alot! I bought it from Victoria's Secret in US! (:

whee! when my new haircut was still nice..it's getting messy already

more bunny pics..

lol..

here's my boy sleeping! isn't he cute!

Simon says -_-

(:

think i've blogged enough for the day! bye!

thanks jas, isaac n sy for your present! thanks for sending me home too =D

2009-10-23T17:48:00.002+08:00

here's pics from monday! i was feeling kinda sick that day..didn't really have voice but went k anyway! glad we went though..i had fun! though sam n ling had some drama =P

as u can see, ling is having loads of fun..sam looks as if she's trying her best to ignore her..lol..

they surprised me with strawberry cake! it was nice..i finished the whole thing..

happy!

yes, we look like pigs..but we could buy our own food in!

^^V

thanks to the 2 lovely girls! love you!

2009-10-21T13:24:00.004+08:00

my birthday isn't even here yet but everyone's been very sweet to me! (:

thanks all! for ktv, dim sum, gifts, ice-cream and all the treats! love you all..october's been a month of birthdays and more birthdays!

been very lazy to transfer photos..

yay!

2009-10-10T01:33:00.001+08:00

graduation is in approximately 12 hours time!

i'm nervous! wad if i look like shit! wad if i get a pimple -_- or worse still..wad if my hat drops! ahha..

oh i got a haircut..back with pics next time?

ta!

MOONCAKE OVERDOSE

2009-10-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

just because i opened my big mouth, everyone has been giving me mooncake! whenever i'm at home, i've been having mooncakes for breakfast, lunch and dinner, but they don't seem to be finishing!!!

AHHHHHHHHH! i am now scared of mooncake help me

i just realised that it's been about 2 months since i went for my facial, but i'm too lazy to book my appointment -_-

i also think it's time for a haircut. scary!

it's the middle of the day and i feel sleepy.

aiyo.

2009-10-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

............

HELLO OCTOBER!

2009-10-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

my blog is so boring! it's either about my grouses or about my rabbits..

humph!

maybe i could blog about my purchases..haha..then i'll have lots to blog about..i shop so much online! my wardrobe is really maxed out..

wedding lunch to attend later on! so funny ah on a thursday afternoon..mom can't make it so she sent me in her place..i feel so lazy to go out..the weather's just terrible i have constant headaches from the heat..

i saw a cute toy poodle yesterday! it looked like a stuffed toy..and it was super hyper..so nice..wish i had one..but then again..i like many kinds of dogs -_- hehe..and i saw a french bulldog today! i saw it from the back..super funny..the back view/rump/backside HAHA looked like a pig..i was giggling away really hard..

okok..blog again another time! i wanna shop shop shop! (: october's gonna be a busy month! birthdays galore..i feel for my pocket already..

HOT & COLD

2009-09-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling awful.

i dunno what i'm allergic to but i've been sneezing my nose away for about 3 days, and i feel hot and cold at the same time.

i have watery eyes and a headache. what could it be?

help me! boo

2009-09-24T05:16:00.003+08:00

finally..this module is over! i was so shagged..the moment i reached home i collapsed on the couch around 4 until my mom came home..she called n called me but i couldn't wake up..

i was more tired then hungry so ate a scone with butter..

i was supposed to clean the cage..i took out everything then i got lazy

tried to watch tv with my bro..102 dalmations n i fell asleep halfway..could hear my rabbits messing up the balcony but still couldn't get mysef to move..

11 pm. my parents tried to wake me

12 am. my mom told me the balcony was in a royal mess

2 am. i suddenly woke up.

naughty bunnies!! some pics i took of them on....sat?? it took me very long to just to snap a few pics..i still don't have a nice pic of cupcake that i can print out cos he keeps moving..i was crawling all around the floor..

see my silly boy? he sure doesn't look like a rabbit right..hehe

eating muffin's food..after he finished his..super greedy

rabbit nose-to-nose! so cute!

n here's muffin in the house! i told my friends that i bought those mats to teach them how to count..hahaha

now it's cupcake in the house! haha..takes up far lesser space that muffin fat boy! =P muffin needs to lose some weight, the chubby boy

closer look at cupcake..aiyo so cute!

hee (: one last pic of my fave pet

time to catch a nap b4 class later! bye!

SILLY QUESTIONS 101

2009-09-21T19:38:00.002+08:00

why is it always the same? to have me call you thinking that it's regarding something important only to find out that you're wasting my hp bill asking the same old silly questions?

1. where are you?
2. why do you have to go out?
3. can't you study at home?

wtf. if i say i'm studying it means that i'm really studying. is that very hard to believe? and what's with the stupid can't you study at home question when i've told you many times some things are called GROUP DISCUSSION. can you just stop it stop it STOP IT i have enough to manage already without having to deal with your nonsense and stupid tantrums whenever you feel like it. DELETE my number off your list why don't you? most mothers are concerned when they're kids are busy but you're totally not la. only know how to scream and shout and ruin my day. it's little wonder why i am starting to hate answering questions of any sort.

pfft.

2009-09-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

out with Sam n Ling! it was fun but I couldn't stay long becos of RESEARCH METHODOLOGY! so much homework ee.

but, I got the necklace that I was eyeing for the longest time! Ling was late..AGAIN! so was i but she was later..Sam was shooting daggers at her..whaha..

pastamania..AGAIN!! it seems like we have a lack of creativity or whatsoever becos everytime we go out we'll always have pasta at cine -_- n eat the same thing..

we didn't go n drink coffee!! nooo..i want! n we've been holding off our ice-cream date for the longest time..let's go man!

n Ling's picture of the day or whatever she called it..

love them (:

2009-09-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

wad do i do wad do i do???

i'm such a loser sometimes -_-

on another note. school is so tiring! why does it have to start so early!
i can't imagine going to work next time at 8.30 every morning.
brain isn't functioning at that hour.

i was so tired last night i crawled into bed n practically comatosed.

i miss my lil boys already! can't wait to go home n look at them.

MEET CUPCAKE!

2009-09-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

whee!

meet my new bunny! he's called CUPCAKE! cos i felt Muffin was lonely and I feel bad whenever I'm not at home.

hope they don't fight though.
they're the same breed and they look alike!
can't wait to see how they interact.

cupcake's still really young. he just learnt how to walk properly it seems. he was dry swimming around the place. he just hopped a bit when he got used to it. he needs to be fed! really fragile n skinny. not like Muffin. cute n chubby. hehe..

LIFE PRIORITIES

2009-09-04T02:30:00.001+08:00

i've been trying. really hard, i swear i have.

i always thought, be nice to people and they'll be nice to you.
but sadly 85% of the time that rule doesn't seem to apply.

human beings are scary.

when u're nice to lil kids, they worship you and run to you happily everytime they see you.
when u're nice to lil animals, they adore you and love you unconditionally it's so heartwarming

be nice, and people think you're dumb and easy to bully. moral of the story? some people can't even be compared to animals.

it's really sickening.

why do i always hope and stupidly hope that things will be different? fairytales only happen in children's books.

i get nightmares just thinking about it i don't think i'd be able to forget in this lifetime.

why are some people just so..........

when you sit back at the end of the day do you reflect and sometimes wonder what are you doing? like really, WHAT ARE YOU DOING MAN???? some things are meaningless and just PLAIN MEANINGLESS.

stop doing this to me, i used to be so happy and now i seem to be seriously losing it.

i'll be going away on a short holiday for the next few days, i seem to really need it, have to clear my head.
life sure doesn't seem like a bed of roses now.

2009-09-03T04:42:00.000+08:00

why am i so lazy and unmotivated?

when i was alone just now i thought, i told myself when my course started that i was going to work hard, and not waste my grandma's money

but somewhere along the way i just lost steam. i got a frikking C for my previous module. i'm so disgusted with myself. if i tried my best but i'm stupid then i have nothing to say. but i was LAZY and i procrastinated lots.

argh.

no more no more. i'm not going to be lazy this month!

emo emo.

2009-08-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53V9UQra7sk

cuteness overload!

so pretty..I'm thinking of getting Muffin a friend..

should i?

hehe..

hello september! (:

2009-08-27T23:04:00.001+08:00

when people say that they're always be there for you,
that's a lie.

i guess part of us know that it's true,
but we always want to hope for the best.

i don't want to hear any of it.
i feel so weary.

but i still can't help but smile whenever i look at my angelfluff boy!
fat and chubby (:

FINE, FINE

2009-08-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

all this for fuck?

WHERE'S MY JELLY!

2009-08-26T00:25:00.001+08:00

yay!

cookies + chips + ice-cream + shaker fries = happy me!

back to studies eep.

can't wait or this to be over. i want to go out and play!

2009-08-25T00:17:00.001+08:00

rollercoaster.

i realised, for many things, i only have myself to blame.

maybe i'm drawn to poison?

2009-08-15T06:00:00.002+08:00

phone's wonky, internet's problematic!

hmm i'm off. back on thurs?

bye! sorry in a rush.

2009-08-14T00:09:00.002+08:00

it's not that i abandoned my blog, it's just that i have no inspiration and no motivation to blog recently.

bitten by a real lazy bug.

pfft.

2009-08-04T02:38:00.000+08:00

topsy turvy!!!

2009-07-22T04:43:00.001+08:00

i've got this weird feeling within me.

lesson was so dry. politics. yuck.
but my classmates are great fun. thank god for them!

2009-07-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i'm so frustrated. i didn't ask for it. be sensitive and don't talk about it can???

=(((((((((

2009-07-18T06:53:00.002+08:00

i love muffin, he's such a cutiepie!
he has super cute paws....

school on monday. eeps, i'm still lost in transit.
want to go on holidayyy..

going to bishan later, then to meet my classmates for dinner.
they are such fun, can't wait to meet them.

ah, i want to play mahjong....!

okay, i really should go catch some shut-eye. again! cya!

2009-07-17T05:52:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry, goodbye.......

CROSSROADS

2009-07-10T08:32:00.002+08:00

somehow, I feel that I have reached some kind of crossroad in life, where there are 2 forks leading in completely different directions.
I feel quite lost, and I don't know what to do.

my heart really wants to choose path A, though I guess it might not be the smartest thing to do.
the logical side of me says path B, but the heart has it doubts and whatever I do it is still the emotions outweigh the logic.

how now?
i'm tired of battling with myself, and when such issues are concerned, nobody can help me but myself.

why am i so weak? should i do the right thing? am i being fair to myself? can i turn back time? why does it feel so right? serious, ahhhhhhhhh omg. WHY???

Feliciaaaaaaaa, why are you so selfish?

2009-07-07T06:39:00.001+08:00

undo. undo.

minus. minus.

2009-07-05T06:07:00.002+08:00

exams are over. FINALLY!

think i really had an awful past 2 months. didn't know what i was thinking.
could barely concentrate on my schoolwork. as a result, i was so unprepared!
first time in my life. boo.
i left a few questions blank on my paper. disgusting bleah.

time to meet the peeps. SAM & BFF! where are you guys!

and oh. i want to blow bubbles! they are so pretty.............

i'm v v v tired. didn't sleep cause i was mugging. going to catch up on lost sleep now.
bye bye!

2009-07-03T02:07:00.002+08:00

really? so all along, it was me?

why why WHY is it always like this?

and why are you always so contradictory?

=.=

going crazy.
exam stress.
i've been getting so irritable these few days and i feel so moody.
i'm such a raincloud.
sorry folks..........

2009-07-01T20:59:00.001+08:00

don't know what i'm feeling lately.......

2009-06-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

times like these when you find out how much you really mean to others.....

oh well.

2009-06-25T13:42:00.002+08:00

were you ever just mine and mine alone?

i guess my blog has been really dreary lately. can't be very pleasant to ppl who are reading this.

i'll try to keep my unhappy thoughts away from this space k!

back to studies.....................................

2009-06-24T08:00:00.001+08:00

"i didn't lie, i just didn't tell you"

wow.

isn't the general rule of thumb, don't do something if your partner isn't going to like it? or at least just be honest about it?

not do something and hope that the other person doesn't find out. things just don't work that way. whether or not your bf/gf finds out, you shouldn't even do it in the first place.

i hate it, and i feel so cheated.
you make me feel like a damned fool.

my head hurts, eyes hurt urgh.

i just want to be happy.

2009-06-24T01:16:00.003+08:00

i try and i try but apparently i'm not nice enough.

other girls are.

sweet. that totally hit me with the force of a slap.
i really don't know. maybe i'm really not a nice person?

2009-06-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

hello love (:

2009-06-10T07:03:00.002+08:00

it's too late.

some things should have been said earlier, done earlier.

but there wasn't any reassurance. not until it's really too late to change anything.

i'm sorry. if i had a choice i really would have wanted it to last forever.

=(

DON'T GO

2009-06-01T14:47:00.002+08:00

sorry i haven't been blogging much lately, so my blog is pretty much boring.
but i haven't been in the best of moods lately.

and lee ling is going off to korea for 2 months today
sam and i are going to see her off.

=(((((

lee lingggg don't go?
we're really going to miss you!

MEMORABLE

2009-05-27T03:06:00.001+08:00

so many places, so many memories.
we really shared a lot together.

day 1 without you, i really do feel as if i lost a part of me.

but ultimately, love alone, is not enough.

I'M SORRY

2009-05-26T05:35:00.002+08:00

i never wanted to hurt anybody, but i really have no choice, i'm hurting myself inside.
you know me, i'm really soft hearted.

if i could, i rather be the one on the receiving end.
i know sorry just sounds lame.
but, i really really tried my best.

goodbye my love

30
thanks for the memories

IF YOU NEED TO CONTACT ME!

2009-05-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

i'm using a prepaid card for the time being and since i can't sms all my friends, here's my number.

it's just a temporary thing!

9 0432 082

lotssssssssa things to update..reallll soon!

LA ppl are coming back. yayyyyy!

QUANDARY

2009-05-21T08:30:00.001+08:00

my title says it all.

oh dear me. what now??????

>.<

nghhh. i need to smack myself.

2009-05-18T08:36:00.001+08:00

hey folks.

please EMAIL me for the time being because my bill has not been paid.

i'm SO ANGRY.

LOL

2009-05-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

part of me says:
my mum said im not supp to meet fel until she goes to the doctor LOL

-_- funny!! haha..

ZIPADEEDOODAH

2009-05-14T11:18:00.003+08:00

when i think about everything, life's sooooooooo good!

except the horrid cough which refuses to go away.

and it's not what you think it is.

hehehe.

COLD AIR

2009-05-10T04:59:00.002+08:00

ulta is amazing. there's everything in there for bath, makeup, hair etc and their prices are just out of this world.

loreal mascara - buy 1 get 1 free
nyx lipsicks - buy 1 get 1 free
opi nailpolish - buy 2 get 1 free

everything here just seems to follow this general guideline.

i walked in and spent $98! like stocking up on makeup. i bought so many lipsticks! all in different shades of pink, but ah, i'm happy. hehe.

graduation was today, it's what i really call graduation.
the ceremony was nothing i've ever since before in singapore. wait till i get pictures from my friends. really super nice!

wet seal is awesome. i now have many t-shirts. i've been wearing a different one everyday i can't believe it since i seldom wear t-shirts in singapore.

the weather here seems to be affecting our brains though. we've had several dumb moments, which we coin as "teletubby" moments. the things we did and said. ohmygod. really so dumb.

"you think i'm not dumb ah?"

"sneaky sneaky"

"hey wake up! look! BISON!"

"did you hear the secret about butter? don't spread it"

-____-

we played twister last night. my first time playing it! it was so fun. sock was twisting and contorting himself into a pretzel.

i want the pictures. wait till get them pictures! we'll all die from laughing.

BRICKTOWN IN 2 HOURS! yeahhhhhhhhhh...

(:

CLARISONIC

2009-05-07T06:56:00.003+08:00

do you know what's a clarisonic?

lol. i didn't either. but my darling roomie was RAVING away about it 2 months ago.

my reaction? the usual. yeah yeah. i mean i was sure it was good but not so fantastic.
HA. so wrong.

that day we went into Sephora, and I she got the salesperson to test it out on a disbelieving me.
he put some water on my hand, and took out the magic Clarisonic device.
2 mins later, I looked at my hand and said.

"WHAT MAGIC IS THIS???????? I WANT!!!"

my god. i'm sold.

it's awesome. i've never made such a quick purchase. S$300+.

totally worth every single cent. i've been using it for the past 3 days, and the results are like.........WOW. i can't even begin to describe it. but my skin looks totally clear and RADIANT now.

i mean i didn't have lots of skin problems before, it was just dull.

but, this brush cleanses like..6 layers of the skin..

and now, my skin really looks so much happier! i've been cutting down on bb cream already.
CLARISONIC! life-saver!

they're not bringing it in to singapore though.

http://www.clarisonic.com/

check it out! MAGIC MAGIC! i absolutely adore it! yay! it's like having a facial everday!

2009-05-04T08:32:00.002+08:00

shopping in the states is really INSANE.

everything is so cheap.

shoes cost $10. in their currency, and not those lousy slippers, but really nice ones.

we went to penn square and quail springs mall over the weekend.

i bought bags, shoes, makeup, sweaters, tops, dresses, bikinis, perfume, body mists, accessories and god knows what else.

i bought my very first forever 21 items today. 4 pieces for $36. which is something that can never happen back in singapore. 1 item will probably cost $40 already.

and i loveeeeeeee my new givenchy lipstick. only $27!!!!!!! amazing.

i need to exercise control.

=/

SPRING LIKE WINTER

2009-05-02T16:36:00.003+08:00

i'm kinda getting used to how things are like over here,
but there are certain things which i'm sure i will never be able to adapt to even if i stay here till i'm a little old lady

for instance, THE WEATHER

it's mad cold over here and it's SPRING. 11-15 degrees = spring????? spring here is twice as cold as winter in hongkong.

and the locals consider it warm. -_-

my goodness, you should see all of us decked out in layers and shivering away.
the first day i wore slippers out i almost froze my toes off.
and i have cold rash from their weather. cold and dry! my skin looks awful. i'm peeling like an onion. eek.

and of all times, i have cold sores =( again! near my eye area. it hurts like crazy and it makes me very cranky, but i don't really want to dampen anyone's mood so sometimes i just keep quiet and sit in a corner. brr.

but one thing which i'm mighty thankful for is my classmates. they're really sweet and fun and everything. though of course there are a few funny characters, but they make life interesting for us. and naturally, so many people staying together seeing each other's faces for 3 weeks straight, there will definitely be tension and conflict. the way some people behave, you'd think they were born yesterday. luckily my room doesn't have such problems.

i've been eating alot because of the cold. i think i'm growing fat.

my sleeping habits haven't varied. school starts at 9 am, but i can only fall asleep past 3. zzz. the bus driver already waited for me once. oh dear.

i miss my bunny very much.

i haven't watched x-men.

i wish mr koh was around.

i so need a bear hug.

penn square in a few hours! our dallas trip was cancelled due to the swine flu. we're going to shop, then to a baseball game at night.

i miss everyone in singapore! goodnight!

2:06 AM

2009-04-28T14:52:00.003+08:00

here's just a few random pics, i grabbed these from my classmate's blog.
i'll blog properly about it when i'm back in singapore?

mighty quaint looking place, i'm staying in 1622!

they all look the same, i still can't find my way back to my room

shoe heaven! everything is laid out nicely and arranged in sizes..and their shoes are so cheap you can just go mad in there..i got a pair of slippers for $5

even walmart is so entertaining. it's just so huge and they have so many varieties of everything. makes Giant look like a lousy neighbourhood grocery store

check out the prices! insane. roomies and i have 5 tubs sitting in the fridge..

i know it looks like a lot of fun but i really wish i could see some sunshine.

i'm really really really so homesick. i have class tmr need to wake up early. but, i miss everybody so much i can't get to sleep............zzzzz...i know i know so pathetic right =/

HELPLESS

2009-04-27T11:37:00.004+08:00

you know the feeling when you have so many things to say, but you just can't?

well i'm feeling it right now. and it's not because i don't want to it's just that i happen to be tens of thousands of miles away that's why i have no opportunity to.

i'm feeling all choked up and congested inside. such a helpless feeling.

please mr. fix-it, will you help me?

being happy isn't easy. to think i was so jolly 24 hours ago.
the irony of it all.

=( i'm freaking sad

OFF FOR 3 DONKEY WEEKS!

2009-04-24T00:55:00.003+08:00

super long ago picture taken in phuket and it's kinda grainy, but nvm la!

3 weeks n oklahoma, after a superrrrrrrrrrr long flight.
i'm going to miss everyone!
especially you, dear! i wanna go to a beach resort again! i wanna see sunset!

let's see. here's all the people that i'll miss like crazy. actually i figure i'll get super homesick, i really don't like to be separated from friends and family for more than 3 days -_-

i'm going to miss SAM!! i've been troubling her by giving her almost daily afternoon calls =/ but we're going out after her exams. yes sam?
and ling!
let's go ktv!
and bff wj! last week's shopping was fun!
jannah milkshake! brownies!
poca, hope you liked your bday present!
oscar, quick finish your exams and hangout soon!
jazzy, sorry you gotta handle all the photoshop!
did i miss out anyone? haha, don't think so, my list of friends ain't very long
but i think all of us are mighty close!

LOVESSSSSSS!

i just wanna quick go and hurry back to singapore!
got ice-cream and x-men waiting for me!

n MUFFINBOY. omg i miss him so much i want to cry everytime i think of him.
he's so cute i swear! i'd do anything for him!
muffffffinnnnnnnnnnnn must miss me ok wait for me to come back!

AHEM. i'll be back on 18th may. SQ11 ok!!

GRR

2009-04-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

why does x-men origins: wolverine only come out when i'm away????????

i think my friends know, i'm a super fan of superhero movies, and x-men is my ultimate favourite!

nooooooooo...............can only watch when i'm back..

anyway, life's been a rollercoaster ride lately
maybe i need to learn to take things more lightly?
i don't know.
3 weeks later!

2009-04-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday's anxiety attack was absolutely horrible. thought i had to check myself into a hospital. couldn't breathe, stomach pain, dizzy!! !!!!!!!!!!!!

i got myself too worked up and agitated. my doctor wanted to kill me.

According to wikipedia:
Panic attacks are very sudden, discrete periods of intense anxiety, fear, stomach problems and discomfort that are associated with a variety of somatic and cognitive symptoms. The onset of these episodes is typically abrupt, and may have no obvious triggers.
Experiencing a panic attack is said to be one of the most intensely frightening, upsetting and uncomfortable experiences of a person's life.

Panic attacks are commonly linked the fear of not being able to escape a bad situation. Many who experience panic attacks feel trapped and unable to free themselves.
The effects of a panic attack vary from person to person. Some, notably first-time sufferers, may call for emergency services. Many who experience a panic attack, mostly for the first time, fear they are having a heart attack or a nervous breakdown.

so, what i need to do now is to calm down, take a deep breath and take things slowly

but i almost panicked again today!
i don't know why but when something doesn't go as expected my brain just can't think of anything positive, i start to panic, i can't breathe and all that nonsense
even for something small, i imagine all kinds of things.
if you know what goes through my brain you'd be amazed. like a drama

while i was looking through my notes just now and i couldn't find the chapter i wanted my heart started POUNDING.
omg since when was i so panicky?
must be nerves.
=(

argh. WAKE UP WAKE UP what am i doing???

at least the paper's tmr, one less thing to stress me up

2009-04-14T14:05:00.003+08:00

i never like to speak my mind, leaves me feeling vulnerable
nonetheless i can't even find the words to describe what i'm feeling now
don't know where to begin even.
but that was the most painful line i've ever heard

it doesn't matter, i always hide my feelings anyway

i love you so much,
wish you knew

DISTURBIA?

2009-04-10T13:02:00.002+08:00

do u know how i've been feeling lately?

i haven't been sleeping well, been having nightmares
i thought that i've managed to push all these thoughts away
actually i succeeded, but they only came back again recently

2 days ago, there was a stranger camped my floor's staircase landing in the wee hours of the morning
my parents asked him to move but he refused to move away.
my mom called me when she reached the office and told me not to go out

yesterday one of my neighbours whom i've rarely seen and i'm not acquainted with.
omg.
when i was going down the staircase towards my unit he was just leaving.
he walked past me. then. he stopped.
he walked down the staircase slowly. and he stopped again and stood in the corner and watched me.
bloody frightening. and his gaze was that type of. er. wolf watching a sheep?
i could feel his gaze burning. eeps
i ran back to my house and fumbled with the lock.
my brother asked what happened and i told him the neighbour was leering horribly at me.

=(
i'm really scared.
my greatest fear is such unwelcome attention.