So much for blogging more often. Ha! Too many things to do, too little time. Too many distractions. Hehe.

Bought myself a 3DS last week in Pink. So pretty! Got myself a couple of games too --> distraction.

Don't know why I feel nauseous now. Maybe it's my stomach cramps? Or am I coming down with stomach flu :(

Anyway was at Bridal Fair at Suntec earlier. First time really visiting one. Quite stressful, cos I'm a sucker haha. Easily convinced and don't know how to refuse ppl. Signed with Jazz Bridal and paid $1600 as deposit. Seems like a good package. Not too sure lei. Cos I don't know what to expect. Some people say sign package better. Some say ala carte better. But that's so expensive and means we have to source for everything ourselves. I'm sure bf can do it. Just that I'm hopeless when it comes to such stuff. Cos everything sounds like a good idea to me, don't know why my character like that. Too soft haha. What a pushover. I even feel frightened when making calls to enquire about services -_-

I've been reading reviews ever since I came back. Some couples had bad experiences with Jazz, some were fine. Hopefully ours turn out fine! Can't find more reviews also. Actually after reading bad reviews I also feel scared, better don't read too much. Since ppl have different expectations, and I'm not too fussy (I think), but seriously, everyone wants their wedding to be perfect right!!

Don't know how to proceed after this also, wish I knew, what actual day, ROM, e-filing, tea ceremony, things to buy, invitation cards, wedding bands, jia zhuang...and the list goes on...all I don't know what to do lei! Other girls do research, I'm also trying to research ar, but still don't understand. Why like that? Haha. If only I'm loaded, I will hire a wedding planner. But I'm not, and I have trouble saving money as well. Aiyo, better stop shopping. The thing is, I also don't know what I want for wedding! No theme in mind, how to continue??? Colour scheme, don't know, like what kind of photography shots? Don't know, I only know I don't like super bright pics with green grass and colourful flowers in the bg. What to do man. I also don't have any close friends who recently got married. Nobody to ask for advice also.

Next time renovations even worse. Lol. I like my current room with the purple theme. To me, it looks like a relaxing spa. My bf and mom think that it looks like dracula's room. Maybe I have very strange tastes.

=/

back to forums...

Nice? I took this pic at Botanic Gardens bout 2 weeks ago I think, it's my favourite pic of all! Looks so nice and dreamy to me.


Swans looking like paddle boats!

My drawing is seriously very ugly, but I already tried my best. Haha. In case you didn't know, I was attempting to draw a Pikachu. I'm bored of this game already, my drawings really suck.

My half eaten donut whaha. I love donuts man. Whoo!

I've been home for two hours, it's rare that I have time to spare, few days after work I have tuition, by the time I get back, have dinner, shower, it's time for bed again. So sian. Today I don't have tuition, yet after showering and all, upload a few photos, check email. It's almost 10 already. Where does the time go!! Aiyee, so no life.

Anyway I got home last Tuesday to see that bunnyboy had some bleeding round his eye area. I almost died of shock but the vet wasn't open at that hour. Took urgent time off next day to go to the vet. He had to undergo some procedure where he needed to be sedated :( felt so sad when the vet told me he's a bit old and he's starting to get early cataract due to aging. SO SAD. He's only been with me for 5 years, why can't he live till 50???? I love him so much, just like my own kid. It's too short! But ah well, what to do? Had to leave him at the vet as they could only carry out his procedure in the afternoon. Left him there and went back to work. Was so worried when I went back to work, around 4 they called and said he was awake. HURRAY!! He still has to go back for a review 2 weeks later and he's on medication, antibiotics and such. So hard to feed a rabbit medicine haha. I spent $300+ on him. Sigh, just want him to be well!

These few days I've been quite upset whenever I think he has to leave me, just trying to spend more time with him lately, hug him etc.

MUFFIN!!! I'm so crazy.

Just came back a while ago from watching Wrath of the Titans! Watched it at Imax. Mad awesome! I was jumping around in my seat and blinking cos the falling fiery boulders were like right in front of my face.

Had an early dinner at Soup Spoon where I ate until I was stuffed. However, being a female, there's always another compartment for dessert.

Went back again to the Mei Hong Yuan (is that how it's spelt?) at Ion's basement cos I couldn't stop thinking about it since I tried it last week. Had the Mango and Strawberry Snow Ice. WAHHHH..I love it, shall go and have it as often as I can!

Bought a pair of Fitflops for myself, supposed to be a present for bf's mom but after trying sizes for about an hour, I just couldn't help getting for myself too! Hehe.

Muffin's going to the vet tmr :( poor fellow, has eye problems like me.

Just visited the eye specialist again today. FML. I just saw him last week. But it didn't get better just worse and worse.

You know, I get really jealous when I see other girls with nice eye makeup and falsies. Ok, not really jealous -_- but you know that feeling, a bit upset maybe? Cos my eyes have been giving me long term problems since about 4 years ago? Not too sure when, but I never used to have such problems until after my 20s. What the hell right. I'm only in my 20s and I have eye problems. Really worrying.

But the thing is, the doc says that the cause of my eye redness is just allergy due to my sensitive nose so he can't pinpoint exactly what's causing it. He says could be dust (everywhere also got dust mah), and even change in temperature from morning to night. Goodness, life is so unfair, Singapore only got slight change in temperature still can't result in such nonsense. What genes did my parents give me man. My mom is so healthy. Must be my dad. Bleah.

So he gave me stronger meds - steroids, which he doesn't really want to encourage cause it results in other side effects, to try for a month and I gotta go back for a review, again. Boy it's burning up all my money.

Anyway yah!! I can't use mascara, eyeshadow etc cos my eyes are sensitive. So sad right! All I can use is eyeliner and even then it screws up 70% of the time which is so sad. So if you see me around with red eyes or sunglasses please don't mention it to me. I know already and I'm very conscious of it, boo hoo SAD. Why me??? It's my eyes leiiii, so painful you know.

Sad stories aside, got my hands on a PS Vita! Well, actually bf and I shared it haha. I love it, been playing Marvel vs Capcom just love such games haha. But why does it only come in one colour??? What rubbish am I talking right, no matter what colour there is available I always settle on everything black -_- heh. Waiting eagerly for Diablo III to come out as well. Been so many years!

bf got a new camera as well. So we've been visiting touristy places to take photos. Still experimenting! Is bird park counted as touristy? Haha, been ages since I last went there but we visited there last weekend. Can't believe it, I usually dislike anything outdoors, don't like the sun! Good thing for our new toys I guess, one time investment, now we don't need to spend so much on weekends. Stay at home play game and go out take pictures. Want other lenses though, fisheye lens sounds good!



god I freaking put on weight didn't I!


I love penguins, so cute! They just stand there and stare. At what I also dunno.
This guy seems to be a little off balance. Hehe.


Such nice shades of pink!


Weird looking fellow. Looks like he's deep in thought. Thinking what kind of fish is next to the menu maybe?


Cute guy!


YuX. I hate fish.


Looking like models on the runway. Hilarious much.


Mister and the Missus.


I want one!


Never watched this programme before. It's called Falconry. Nice! They had predatory birds like eagles, falcons, vultures and owls. The owls were so beautiful! Especially the snowy owl. Wish I could own one!


Beautiful eh. But I will freaking die if one landed on my shoulder.


Gorgeous creature.


So so nice!




Looks like it's wearing fake eyelashes. Such pretty eyes!


Tram ride!


Lories next, they are freaking cute! But I was so scared to go near them. They were so many lories just flying everywhere in this huge loft!


They were squabbling over food. The red one is super fierce, scared the rest off.


They auto come and perch on the shoulder, very cute!


Just the beginning, bf still quite enthusiastic.


Haha, looking a bit forced already his smile.


Dubious expression. HAHA.


Lol. He commented that they were really screeching into his ear very loudly.


Lol!


Such a pretty thing!


Must be very uncomfortable to eat man. I can't imagine having to slant to one side.




Testing out camera. Not bad for first try la huh!

What a long entry man. Took me more than an hour. Uploading pics is so slow. Off to dinner, ta!

as I keep saying, I've been too busy to blog, but these days, I keep thinking that I would like to continue blogging so I can pen down my thoughts (: but too lazy to edit pics hehe

us on the ferris wheel in Taiwan during our latest getaway!

Yuling & I having our first meal in Taiwan! it's some risotto cafe with their golden retriever mascot, food was simply awesome

we went to watch "Wo Cai" ehhe, I was super excited. I love Jacky Wu! Patty Hou is so pretty, love her hair

anyway I loved the food it Taiwan! S$10 can buy lots of awesome food for 2! I had mee sua everyday, minus the ingredients -_- cos I don't eat pig intestines and oysters. I loved the bubble tea too! drank it every single day, and so cheap! about a dollar, not like singapore. I love Gong Cha but it's so expensive!

the weather was sooooooo cold! I bought boots there, for the very first time! for 500 yuan? so cheap! I wore many many layers everyday, top, jacket, coat, two pairs of leggings, socks, boots, scarf, gloves. plus I turned off the aircon in the room but I was still freezing! and it rained everyday I almost died.

However the good thing was makeup stays on all day!

think everything there was cheap, I restocked on my skinfood products cos they're half the price there. I loved the nightmarkets so awesomeeeezzz! went to one every night and spent hours walking and walking. Girls paradise! I definitely want to go back there again.

oooooooh I fell in love with their Sunny Pie too..I bought a few boxes back and I'm obsessed with the damn thing. I've been eating one every night before sleep. zzzz explains the weight gain but I simply can't stop. My arms are so fat now! Die. I went around looking for shops selling them in Singapore but it just doesn't taste as good. Boo.

me on the flight back. with & without my $4 hello kitty specs that I've seen people wearing. Haha! I don't dare to wear it out actually. it's so cute but annoying.

us!

anyway look! this was what was waiting for me when I got back to Singapore. hehe..my fave person gave it to me. but he didn't kneel haha so I was a bit skeptical. kept asking him "what is this for?" so happy, I cried lor! stupid. no wonder he's been acting mysterious lately. seems like he did quite a lot of research before buying.

(:(:(:

anyway rabbit pics next. (:

me & my giant baby rabbit, he's so fat these days, cute isn't he? love him to bits, he just celebrated his 5th birthday, I know lol -_- right? but anyway as his present I sent him for grooming for $50 at Marine Pet Image. I love his haircut but I think he hated it, he gave me a black face for the entire day!

don't u think he looks freaking angry?? I know he no longer looks like a lion-head lop -_- whaha he looks totally like a holland lop.

still damn pissed. he just got home and was still probably thinking wtf and we still picked him up to take pics.

that's him before his cut.

last pic of me and my darling boy!

Fragrances! Love!

I was going to make a quick stop to pick up a birthday present for Sharon, and you know the saying right...about buying things for others what you would like...

I ended up buying for myself too! The packaging was just too pretty to resist.

Look! This one is called Ring My Bella. It's new and it smells really good! I love fragrances :)

This one is the one I got for Sharon. It sells very well I guess. I got the last bottle! It's called My Place or Yours - Gina. HEHEHE. This one is for her also partly cos of its name. So cute.

I really haven't blogged in ages! I had the time today to drop by for a while. I missed my blog!

people work hard to earn money to have a good future.

I work hard but I'm making everybody happy except myself.

I don't even see a good future anytime soon.

Sometimes, life can be so meaningless. When it comes to dealing with other adults. I love the kids so much. At least they're real and I know that they do really love me.

I need a new laptop..my vaio costs $822 to repair..I can get a new one for that amount..

I've been working so hard! but all my money is just going to all these stuff..noooo

been so busy lately, need to catch up with everything else!

zzzzzzzzz..

damn annoyed

oh no.............. =/

?????????

heart feels in my throat....

???????? okay. wtf.

upset also don't know who to tell. pffft.

think i just got brushed off.

why?????? pay me late, don't you think i need money to survive too? want me to stay half an hour longer for exams, i don't mind. in fact i didn't even charge the extra. but i hate hate hate late payments. i have bills too..and a fire-breathing mother who hounds me for money all the time..



why are ppl so selfish? it really sucks to be poor

i just need some understanding............................................

%!@*%!@!!!!

pmsy..I feel terrible..rawr

EYELID DISEASE

after years and years of battling constant eye infections, I went to consult many specialists..

the conclusion is..I have eyelid disease..BOO

it's nothing life threatening, at least it's external, but apparently it's a chronic condition so I probably will have eye infections on off for years..damn!!

it's really troublesome, some days my eyes are find while some days it's red and horrible looking when I wake up. I constantly feel like there's sand in my eye and it smarts..ouch man!

and I have to clean my eyelids with some wash like twice a day, very troublesome!

please........go away!

-_- I swear, vow and proclaim that I will never rush into a hairdresser's and go for a haircut just because the weather is hot..

on wed I couldn't take it while walking home because I was melting and I cut like what..6 inches off?? I hate my hair now =( it was slightly past my waist before that and now it's just URGH!!

I know it feels a whole lot lighter and less hassle but I look terrible..ahhh!

ooooooooh.......I have such a headache, just popped 2 paracetamols..I think it's the weather! I must be falling sick =(

I'm feeling a tad irritated now because some parent owes me money and I think it's really sickening to have to ask for it..boo..don't you know your kid is really fricking difficult to teach!!!

my bro's home unexpectedly today, he's full of abrasions haha..he's not walking properly lol..smelly ns boy..he just helped me to light my aromatherapy candle from bath n body works..smells yummy! i've been looking at it for days but i don't know how to use a lighter..heh..

i'm getting lazier and lazier to go online nowadays..don't even feel like typing..smsing too..

time for some crossword puzzles..nights!

MEN WHO TALK

how many of you are of the belief that men should be strong and silent?
it's 2 hands up for me - in the past I thought it was fine for guys to be chatty, but further interaction (read: quarreling) with my father has changed this notion. stupid me.

1. when I talk to him he doesn't reply, or pretend that he doesn't hear it. BUT, looks can be deceiving, and it's something that I've yet to guard myself against. the thing is, he's actually all ears, waiting to spread whatever I've just said to my aunts, especially my 2nd and 4th aunt, because to him, their opinion is better and wiser than what any philosopher could have come up with.

this habit is damn irritating I swear. for instance, I'm contemplating a decision. so I've YET to decide. I discuss it with him and I say "I'll tell mom myself when I have decided". no. big mouth agrees to keep his trap shut but the next minute, I'll be receiving phone calls from my mom by the dozen. so yes, surprises don't work in my house.

or, which is the most recent. I was talking to my mom and I mentioned that I received a job offer. big ears overhears cause I didn't tell him, so he just gets the scanty details, and he conveys all these to my 4th aunt. and I find out because my aunt comes smsing me over something which of course I wouldn't have told her about saying that she'll be "happy to offer me a 2nd opinion should I need any".

ZzzZ.

2. my dad nags. non. stop. and I mean non stop. even when there's nobody around to hear. he just launches into the same old tirade that I've been hearing for the past 23 years, just that perhaps for my first 5 years I couldn't comprehend what he was saying. when I could, I realised his speech consisted mainly of words like "untidy..dirty..and dust". and seriously I thought I was already quite an advocate of cleanliness. boy, I bet I could be poster girl for some cleanliness campaign but my dad just takes the cake. you know how little tots crawl around before they can walk? when I was young, I didn't crawl much because according to my dad, crawling on the floor is dirty. I mean when you're outside yeah la but at home??? so I spent the majority of my...."crawling months" lol sitting on a high chair -_- or being carried around, which isn't too bad, haha.

but I digress, yeah. men shouldn't nag, it's really unbecoming. women, still not too bad. but in a guy, it's terrible. especially fathers. cause all other fathers that I've seen, like my friends' dads are strong and silent. haha. they only open their mouths for important things. like giving allowance. you know? "what is it now, how much do you want?" ahhhh..music to the ears, strangely, that role goes to my grandmother, who luckily, is a very dear lady.

3. dumb comments which don't make any sense at all. seriously. I know my blog is full of posts like how my parents don't love me. it's fine I've gotten over it but I just gotta grumble once in a while. just last week, I saw 2 cockroaches in my bro's room. my dad sleeps with my bro so I thought I'd be nice and tell him. the conversation went like that, I'm not sure if it counts as a conversation because the last time I checked, a convo requires listening and understanding, not complete distortion of facts

me: I saw 2 cockroaches running around yesterday, under the bed so you might wanna just check...

dad: that's because you put your things in his room

(wtf???? I know he's completely biased against me but this is..........)
but nvm..I still tried one more time

me: no....I only placed my stuff in that corner cos I'm redoing my room, the cockroaches came from under the bed

dad: cos you put your bedsheets and blankets in that corner, soft and comfortable, they like to sleep there..


and he meant every single word of it, not jokingly. so we had a huge quarrel over that. I'm so sick of talking to him. pfft.





3 am. time for some mario now. guess the mother post will be part 2. heh
new furniture coming tmr!!! can't wait (:

my room is painted! (: walls are indigo violet and harmonious purple, ceiling, soft mist! whoo..just installed my ceiling fan too..it's pretty! matches the flooring which I wanna do..dark walnut parquet flooring..

all thanks to my uncle..I've been wanting to redo my room for ages but I had no idea how to start..my previous furniture was purchased when I was 5?? so super childish looking, with all the horrible stickers that I stuck on when I was still having itchy fingers..so I just mentioned it to him and he really came and moved all my furniture away, rewired my room, installed my electrical stuff, got his friend to do my floor etc. really can't wait to get my new furniture!!! I want a nice cosy room, as I'm not a fan of big, airy, spacious rooms..not that I want a cluttered room of course, just that I don't really like too much empty space..oh..my uncle even bought me a 42 inch tv!! muahaha..my mom is green with envy..

been to a couple of interviews lately, hopefully I'll be employed by April! *crosses fingers!

listening ear

i'm lonely. my house is always empty, and when someone is actually home there's always shouting going on.

=(



i want to feel needed once in a while, have someone share my problems. but then again everyone has their own problems.

I'm so proud of myself! the last time I shopped online was in Feb! aha..so I decided to reward myself a bit.. =/ by buying 1-2 items..hehe..but this time I will control myself and not go mad shopping..because it's my own money boohoo and I really do feel it..

on a sidenote..Singapore is dead boring..I just spent an entire day at home feeling like a slug and totally depressed..I did absolutely nothing besides send resumes..I didn't even eat properly cos I just felt so................I can't describe it..today just felt totally like one of those blue days..I only perked up around 9 when I watched a TVB drama..

my bunnies..giving me a headache! my balcony pipe got clogged..the water wouldn't drain..plus it had shit and pee zzzzzzzz..I've never used a plunger..couldn't find one..bunnies were splashing around..balcony looked like a swamp..just imagine..

ok I'm tired now guess I should sleep..nights!