FUCKING FUCKING SAD.

I've got cold sores on the side of my eyes AGAIN.

fucking itchy fucking horrible looking n the fucking virus is causing me to have a huge headache.

fucking horrible I feel so upset I just feel like crying.

n tis shitty thing can nv be cured..WHYYYYY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYY..

it will go away n present itself again someday when it feels like it..zzz..

n it's associated with fever, colds and flu
UV rays
stress
menses


so I shall try to stay outta the sun n keep myself stress free..

HURRY UP GO AWAY =(

I MUST BE HAPPY N BE STRESS FREE

WHAHA! the apple & cinnamon bar has a chocolate base!

cheap thrill..HAHA!

after eating my medicine last night..within half an hour..I was overcome by DROWSINESS! it was so serious..like..either crawl into bed at tat very moment or end up sleeping n the floor! n I still thought I could work on my essay..

so for the first time in dunno how many donkey eons..I slept early! like early early..11 plus close to 12..n guess wad..I only woke up at 4! O_o my dad called me once in the morning for dunno wad reason I can't remember..bf called me a few times to ask how was I..I know I tried my best to wake up..but I just couldn't..

at 4..I went to wash up n everything n attempted to do my work but I still couldn't clear my head!

at 5..I decided I had to go back to sleep..haha! only properly got up at 6 cos my mom was coming home..

tink I dun have to sleep tonight already..since I've already slept a good 15-16 hours..like 3 days worth of sleep la! wth..

dumb essay is so boring I'm so hungry now but I've resolved to eat only healthy stuff..(bullshit)..so I'm eating an Uncle Toby's mango n passionfruit bar now instead of OREOS..YUM! pfft..can't satisfy my hunger pangs.. =( how can anything not sweet n not buttery taste nice?

ooh..my baby just grew another month older! but he seems to have lost weight =((((( heartpain..must fatten him up!

why do I always miss the bus!

I need a hair cut..I feel like cutting my fringe again! n dye-ing my hair..tsk tsk..alway having tis to cut or not to cut struggle.. -_-"

I went to the doctor just now..FINALLY! I've been putting it off for a while..got my supply of sparsallerg n atarax..it's eyedrops n pills for eczema! cos my eyes get red n itchy in the morning n at night due to sensitivity to dunno wad..n I've been having 2 uneasy nights due to eczema..my skin felt uncomfortable..so I suddenly woke up..

ooh I went out with Emo n WJ last week! lazy to type now shall blog bout it another time cos bunny is hopping aroud n he looks super adorable I shall go hug him now..

HEE!

mope mope mope pfft cramps hurt..

I HAVE TWO PAGES! n I'm so happy..YIPPEE! for the whole afternoon I was staring at all my research..cos I didn't know where to begin..

THE STARTING PART IS THE HARDEST!!

after each paragraph I will rack my brains on where to start..TSK! was so tempted to game n snack just now..but I decided not to munch on chips..might get pimple! ah..so hard to be a girl!

2 pages..I have 2-4 pages left..I must hang in there!

shall continue tmr..tink I'm barely conscious..

my topic's so boring! America's oil dependence..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyuck!

nothing but nonsense u know?

why do I have to deal with such rubbish -_-



zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..I dun like such shit..STOP IT STOP ITTTTTTTTTTTT headache arghhhhhhh

oh come on........