I dyed my hair black today..

my bro says I look like the ghost from fatal frame..
mom says it's unnatural..

BOO!

sharing ur joy AND woes with someone u love is wad makes it REAL.
having fun n joy all the time doesn't make it stronger

sometimes I really need to stop thinking.




went J8 today after a gazillion years..caught Hitman..

I loved it =D

I couldn't sleep last night at all! I was still awake at 7 ah wad the heck..

me: hi boy..is anyone at home?

bro: ME.

me: DUH OF COS LA! as in..is there anyone else at home??

bro: YOU.

aha he's a nut but he made me laugh..



I went to Nurul's place today so tat we could check each other's hw..actually our hw isn't difficult..just tedious..cos it's just so urgh..

imagine spending a few hours researching the PROPER way to write

- time (it's 2am not 2 a.m.)
- titles (vice president of marketing not Vice-president of Marketing)
- dates (Oct. 12, 2005 not any other way)
- percentages (30 per cent not 30% or 30 percent)

n so on..WALAO..seriously..WHO CARES right? but NO..AP STYLE..must follow -_-" omg we spent hours n hours READING rules on tis kinda thing..everything is swimming around in my head now..

around 4 my stomach started growling I couldn't concentrate..went to Al Ameen to buy Nasi Pataya..SO YUMMY! first time having it..so suaku..omg Nurul's so lucky la her place has so much nice food!

n her house is so nice..it's like a CHALET..resort-like..totally RELAXINGGGGG atmosphere lei..if I have tat kinda house I will burn aromatherapy oils all day..sit at the balcony n raise lots n lots of rabbits as children la.. =P her house is so pristine n cosy..WAH..it's like my dream house la really..ahaha..n her room's.....really funky! very colourful..when I went inside I just wanted to shout WHOOPEE out loud..no idea why..I guess it's the colours.very bold n bright..nice! not like my room =( light blue SO BORING la my dad..no wonder it has tis sleepy atmosphere..n I liked her curtains! neon pink so pretty..

me: eh I like ur curtains! very nice!

Nurul: izzit..I tink look like brothel lei..

me: -_________-" I TELL U I LIKE IT U TELL ME IT LOOKS LIKE A BROTHEL..



exam tis Sat at 10! at least we're done with our assignment..I just need to edit my essay..

=D tired..shall go slp..whee

Elin..WJ..Rong..Elaine..Ter..Eddy..Sam..Ling & I

dun have the other pics cos Kylie hasn't sent them to WJ.. =( buck up pls Kylie..hehe..




dinner at Mushroom Pot was O_O I still feel so full! first time there..I tink it was great! no wonder u like it so much lynnie! NICE! I like it too! yum..nv seen so many mushrooms b4 in my life..

let's see wad Sam had to say about tat.. =P


Sam: whr u go

me: oh

me: =D

Sam: lol

Sam: ok

me: someplace u'd nv like

Sam: tell me

me: mushroom pot

me: AHHA

Sam: wtf

Sam: ew

me: haha

me: see

me: i told u

Sam: yucks



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYUN!
love u many many

Elin..WJ..Rong..Elaine..Ter..Eddy..Sam..Ling & I

dun have the other pics cos Kylie hasn't sent them to WJ.. =( buck up pls Kylie..

I am done with my unhappy business..may they nv plague me again..

yesterday was Terence Tay's wedding! it was held at Victoria Concert Hall..Lee Ling..Sam..Lirong..Eddy..WJ..Elin..n I attended..it was so hot yesterday..MY DRESS..haiyo I'm not gonna wear it again..was so THICK..the sun was beating down on my head..I was dragging my feet..darn heels lorh..we were almost late! when we reached there almost everyone was seated already..TT saw us! n he waved at us..all of a sudden I felt tis surge of emotion..like OMG IT'S HIM N HE'S GETTING MARRIED! we haven't spoken in like..2 n a half years la..den like..WAH SO EXCITING! so happy for him..rightaway Sam n I went all teary eyed -_- we are so crazy..

it was a wonderful ceremony! could feel tat everyone's happy for him n his bride Elaine! ahh..I love weddings! we spoke to him after tat..n took pics..wah..we had so many questions we wanted to ask him..hope he stays in wedded bliss forever! =D



I remember

how TT..Sam..Sarah..Lirong..Debbie n I hung out together in poly year 1..like super close frens..lunched together everyday..he drove us out during breaks so we didn't have to eat canteen food all the time..his famous orange pumpkin van careening down the NP hill everyday.."MY CAR IS GOOD FOR RACING" his famous sentence..den he'd try to show it to us by slamming on the accelerator n all of us would be rolling about in the back screaming murder..he fetched all of us to school n back home..Sarah trying to change his wardrobe..her comments about his jeans n his crumpled series tops.."BURN THEM"..how TT would only behave when Sarah was around..diablo nights SO FUN! we played D2..Worms..AOE online everynight..till I didn't shut down my laptop for 3 months n it CRASHED..crash course in photoshop n Dreamweaver at Mac so we wouldn't FAIL..turns out he's a much better teacher than the lecturer..how he helped us with our tragic Flash assignment..our Speech Comm final assignment..

he's been a great fren la..

MARRIED! omg happy..

it hurts knowing someone matters to you much more than you mean to them.


chilling, numbing, WRENCHING, soulstealing pain.
did you ever consider my feelings?
I can't even begin to describe it.
am I very horrible why must you do such stuff to me?
what if someone does it to you?
will you feel good?
you have a brain. USE IT. THINK b4 u do something hurtful. or do you not even care?




ifonly,