of rosy daydreams and pretty bubbles

I hope dad gets a job soon..he's been jobless for about a year an a half..things used to be bad..now it's just terrible..actually it's fine..we still can afford to live comfortably..not luxuriously..but tat's fine by me..but apparently mom doesn't tink so..

the way she snaps at him n puts him down really upsets me..I mean..does she really have to be so nasty n sarcastic?

I feel so sorry for her..it must be very saddening to be such an unhappy n uncontented person..

I tink my mom's not bad looking..in fact she looks youthful..her smile's nice..but I've nv seen her smile for ages..nv heard her say anything nice for months..everytime she opens her mouth..she sounds like..a poisonous viper..pure hate n venom

I try not to get affected..but on some days I just cannot take it..she just can't talk nicely..it's always a shout..whenever I tell her ASKING instead of DEMANDING is more effective..she snaps "DON'T SAY I'M SHOUTING OK! I'M TALKING!" at the top of her voice..talking indeed..zzz..

earlier on she was screaming for my dad to do smth for her when he was washing the dishes..called once..he didn't answer cos he couldn't hear..too far away..she screamed louder..damn bitch can't wait a few secs..dad came RUNNING..she repeated herself..he didn't catch wad she said so he asked her to say it again..

"YOU DEAF AR??????????????"

eh damn it so rude la..I wouldn't bother with her if it were me..ask ppl to help still make tis kind of stupid noise..nv give her a slap..she should consider herself lucky already la..

screw it la!

everyone needs to feel appreciation once in a while lorh..wadever she wants she gets n she doesn't even THANK him..I doubt she knows the word thank you anyway..

I MUST NOT BE LIKE HER..WILL NOT..SHALL NOT..MUST NOT

I will be NICE..I will help others..I will show appreciation to those who are good to me..I will not shout for no reason..I will be sensitive to other's needs

so if I'm mean or nasty or not a nice person PLEASE TELL ME..I dowan my family to suffer next time..my family sux big time now I want to build a happy home in future




n TO YOU:

I am NOT a receptacle for ur pms. pms-y females..I UNDERSTAND. pms-y males..FUCK OFF. a few times is still alright..I will take it tat u're having a bad day..understandable..but ur mood swings are crazy..u take it out on me..I just can't stand it anymore..go away

many donkey months ago..u ranted at me..THEN u had problems..u come looking for me..funny eh..but I still talked to u nicely..few weeks later..u ranted at me again..saying I'm NOT WORTHY of being ur acquaintance..FINE BY ME..I dun need u..n so we didn't talk for more than half a year..but here we go again..u come talking to me..?????????? so wad do u want exactly? cos I'm not interested in anything to do with u..u're the most obstinate person I've ever had the misfortune to come across..so I shall make tis clear..YOU..go YOUR way..I'm happy with wad I have now..

you know who u are.



seems like ppl are out to irritate today..


weeet u weeeeet says:
so how r u

weeet u weeeeet says:
never find kenny for chatz also

weeet u weeeeet says:
no hearts

___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
walao

___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
still so ac

................I hate guys who act cute..particularly flirtatious ones..especially those who just dunno when enough is enough..

weeet u weeeeet is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
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___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
ur head

You have declined the invitation to start sending webcam.
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weeet u weeeeet says:
come on

weeet u weeeeet says:
still so kiamsiap

ya I am..VERY..he's been asking for my webcam for almost 2 years

still doesn't quit..

weeet u weeeeet says:
come on lengluiz

weeet u weeeeet says:
let kenny see how u look like alrdy

___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
-________________-

weeet u weeeeet says:
let me see see

___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
no

weeet u weeeeet says:
eeeee

weeet u weeeeet says:
y

weeet u weeeeet says:
kenny cant view huh

weeet u weeeeet says:
so sad




NO. KENNY. NO.
BYE.


I'm not going to care about ppl who are out to spoil my day anymore! problems are not problems unless I see it tat way..there's always a way out of everything (:



other stuff..WJ! so sorry laaaaaaaaaaaaaa..can't tan anymore tis weekend..I'm really.....tanned..so much I had trouble finding clothes to match my skin colour today la!!!



=( u see for urself..my shoulders so brown..my face so red..MY NOSE SO BLACK! walao not Chinese anymore

went Cine today..a bit lost already..

me: Cine..which stop ah?

bf: Patong..

me: -_______________-

kua kua..

had some kinda funny noodle for dinner..it was nice but v salty..

I wanted dessert after tat so I had crepes with ice-cream! YUMMY!

played lan after tat..oooooh..been about half a year since I touched dotA..aha



O_o I tink my happiness fell asleep..tsk tsk..I took too long in the shower