dear girl,

if I've said this once, I've said this a million times..and in fact..in the back of an orange car in 2004 you were consoling me yourself

maybe you don't want to listen because people only listen to things they wanna hear..so I'll put it here so you can read it when you want to..

you might be offended but as you're one of my good friends..I'm sorry I just gotta let you know how I really feel about this..

I understand what you're going through and I wish I could do something to ease your pain..

however,

some things in life are just like that..you just have to experience it so you'll know how to deal with it because relationships are relationships..tears, pain, misunderstandings will come along b4 you and your partner can be happy together..

I mean..who in the world has a perfect r/s?

every couple will quarrel once in a while..inevitable

if there are issues..deal with it

problems..face it..

BUT,

HOW CAN YOU DO IT ALONE???

your partner ISN'T EVEN TRYING!

you're supposed to work things out together!

if he's not even making an effort..

why do this to yourself?

and..TRY itself is a lousy word..either you CAN do it..or you CAN'T

it's up to his determination to keep his promise to you..

BUSY. is. an. excuse.

EVERYONE is busy.

in Singapore itself..he barely meets you

now moved to Malaysia..now how?

and waiting..how long can you wait indefinitely for him to decide that he wants to be in a proper r/s when he keeps calling for these "no-contact break"..????????????????

it's the time of the year for reflections!

2007 has been a really great year for me..I have a lot to be thankful for..

- graduated yay! my grades are not helluva fantastic but..alright..they're average n I'm happy
- met great people! Nana, Poca, SY, Jas, Isaac, Monica, Amin!
- maintain close relationships with my frens! u're free to shoot me if I'm wrong =P *looks at WJ
- wonderful grandparents
- delightful bunny
- my brother, to think I used to hate him when I was in pri school..we used to have fights which ended in him lying immobile on the floor n me looking over n tinking "oh shit have I killed him?"
- had a great holiday in Phuket! the previous time I actually enjoyed a hol b4 tat was never..ahaha..
- my current classes, they're manageable and I'm glad for the opportunity to study n there's NooRoo!
- my bf of cos!

if I've said tis once I've said tis a million times! I'm SO BLESSED AND LUCKY! everyone is so good to me n YAY I love you all =D





if u tell me I'm boring, I will laugh at you.
I am happy with my life, I don't do anything silly, especially nothing tat I will regret, so wad's wrong with tat?
hehe. I enjoy reading n spending quiet time with the ones I love. open ur eyes wide n READ. the word is..ENJOY
seeing my loved ones happy makes me feel warm n fuzzy from the tips of my fingers all the way to my toes u dingaling.
so nth gives u the right to say tat I'm boring just becos I'm not like u.
u mean I have to be like u? everyone's different wad -_-
I didn't criticize ur hobbies..

it's not tat I object to having fun or anything..
sometimes I'm also tempted..to not tink so much..do some silly things just have fun..enjoy myself..worry later..
but everything has it's consequences n I dun wanna hurt myself n anyone..
I'm old enough to show a sense of responsibility..
so...............a little restraint is never hurt I guess
it's smth tat I learnt along the way to stop myself from getting into trouble.
I want a beautiful future! I won't do anything stupid to stop me from getting there!


2008 (:

__________________________________________________

BUSY. is not an excuse
TRY to meet is a lousy line
waiting indefinitely is not an answer
"no-contact breaks" are absolute nonsense
MOVING TO ANOTHER COUNTRY without even discussing it with you just shows exactly how much you mean to him doesn't it?

I think, it was thoughtless and plain selfish to not have considered your feelings. who wouldn't be upset?



LOVE is an easy thing to say alright..actions are another issue altogether



and a r/s only works when both parties really put in effort to stick together thick and thin
he is missing 90% of the time.

-.-

problems again. HAIYO....I know u have ur own difficulties..but..I can't deny tat she has a point as well..it's been 2 years? who wouldn't get angry?


look. everyone comes n tell me smth. how am I supposed to handle everything? zzz..den I tell who?



patience n understanding..
but..dun take advantage of it why don't u?
pffft.
humans are just WEIRD.
they know when smth's good for them but they just gotta screw it up..
bleah.

w00t!

I've been feeling rather cranky tis few days..n I dun tink I've been behaving like myself..been feeling down though I've been trying not to let it show....just had some issues tat I haven't sorted out in my head..

oh well!

but I'm ok after typing it out..therapeutic! should have done tis sooner.. =P

no more emotional baggage to carry over to 2008 pls!

A NEW YEAR, A NEW BEGINNING

hope everyone has a brilliant Xmas n a groovy New Year!

omg Muffin royally MISBEHAVED today..

he peed thrice in half an hour..zzz....first time..he peed on the paper I was reading..ok so he's paper trained..my fault for leaving it on the ground..BUT..he stood on the paper..n positioned his backside out of it -_- omg....so nothing landed on it..ok when I saw tat happen I actually laughed..

2nd time..I thought oh heck..maybe he's really urgent..I still smiled at him n patted his head..

3rd time..I was so tempted to take up bowling..

n THEN he decided to jump on my shoulder..he MISSED..landed on my arm..n now..it looks as if I'm some emo wrist slashing person..!!!!!!!!



tis is a 10 min convo with Eddy..we're on totally different channels it's hilarious..

e_edd says:
christmas what will you be doing?

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
AHAHA

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
i know where this is going

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
i got this from liz already

omg funny..

e_edd says:
lol

e_edd says:
and i suppose u prefer partying

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
eh not really

e_edd says:
oh?

e_edd says:
this part is unexpected

e_edd says:
i thought you're a party girl

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
=.= ......

e_edd says:
wild

e_edd says:
uncaged

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
wad rubbish

e_edd says:
ok ok... so i'm wrong

e_edd says:
u and wanjun looked like club partners

e_edd says:
honest, don't hit me

WJ!! u can kill Eddy too!

n den tis part got too weird for me to comprehend..

e_edd says:
by its light, we see all things else

e_edd says:
oh?

e_edd says:
i'm not from city harvest u know

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
ok now tt's new

e_edd says:
i hail from a humble local church of 500-600

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
eddy -_-

e_edd says:
yeah

e_edd says:
it's humble compared else where

e_edd says:
but it's a great church that loves God

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
._.

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
enuff with the essay

e_edd says:
u've been with ur boyfriend, coming to a year now right

e_edd says:
still sweet as honey?

e_edd says:
enchantment hasn't lost its charm?

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
oh my goodness

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
why do u talk like that!

ENCHANTMENT HASN'T LOST IT CHARM???? ROFL.

e_edd says:
huh?

e_edd says:
i talk like that one le

e_edd says:
so I thought there has to be at least some enchantment before a relationship goes further right?

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
uhhhhhhhhhh

e_edd says:
is it too obvious?

e_edd says:
cos' I'm confused now

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
wad is too obvious eddy???

e_edd says:
hmmm...

e_edd says:
wrong frequencies man

//feL* finish line of oblivion says:
it's just..i've nv seen anyone talk lidat on msn

or in person either for tat matter..but I didn't say it..

e_edd says:
anything you might need prayers about

e_edd says:
i'll be happy to just pray : D

OH MY. HE DOESN'T BELONG IN SINGAPORE. he's so laid back n everything I tink he should be a sheep farmer in NZ.



BED TIME BYE!

next month..I shall get myself a new computer game! n I want either the watch or necklace from juicy couture! black n gold one..so pretty!


ohhhhh..after reading Jas' blog..I suddenly wanna go theme park!! wanna sit on those rollercoaster rides n stuff..I like! been such a long time since I last went..

=(




I always thought I speak PLAIN ENGLISH. free of flowery words n bombastic language. TSK. I nv knew my english was so hard to understand. how ELSE do u want me to state it? -_-" omg I might puke blood soon lei.

YAY! finally today I have some time to mess around!

I'm feeling super drained..

class was at the National Library today..

free time..just had to sign in..den we could do our research..MONICA..tat girl..zzz left within a few mins..haha..Nurul n I grabbed a couple of books each..u should have seen my face..I couldn't lift my pile of books..even when I exerted all my strength..my face turned red I tink..so funny..we're so unglam..

we left around 4+..went to collect smth from Jess..she rushed out halfway thru her mahjong session..I dinno she could play mahjong!

went to Far East to collect my dress after soooooo long..

came home..n OVERATE -_-"

bleah..


I wanna buy Kenzo flower n the Champagne n strawberries body splash!! so random..

eek..time to do work again ta!



OK I THOUGHT OF MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

I WILL STOP CUTTING MY HAIR!

=(

I didn't sleep properly last night..now I can't turn my neck! eeeeeeeeeek so pain..haha

my room light was flickering..I asked my dad to fix it..n fix it he did..it's not working now..so I'm sitting in the dark..glam ^^V

I started disk fragmenter for ages already! it's still not done!

PIMPLE..WALAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alas!!! the planets must be in some kinda weird alignment today..

my brother walked into my room yesterday night..

"I met him just now..he's looking for you..he said..please tell your sister"





(:

24/10/03

I don't think so. I made a mistake. But I learnt from it and I won't repeat it. I made a promise to myself that day, and I WILL NOT FAIL MYSELF!

_________________________________________

Muffin miscalculated..while trying to jump onto my lap..he almost fell..he was flailing his hind legs in the air..so I caught him n hugged him tightly to me..DARN..I have so many scratches on my arms n legs now where he landed....BOO

I wanna eat macaroni!

I tink I should go to bed..bye!

Nurul must have been a snail in hr previous life

omg I thought I was slow..but she actually makes me seem pretty fast..aha

=D

she's so gonna kill me when she sees this..

I'm waiting for the woman to send me her essay so I can print it..



so far..I've managed to decide wad to wear..walk around my room..pack my bag..walk around my room..argue with her tat blue is nicer than grey..n walk around my room..blog..n I still dun have her essay..haiyo..

NUUUUUUUUU-ROOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!



aye I went shopping with Jessalyn today..SO FUN! it's fun becos I managed to convince her to buy many things..she looked as if she was running away from home or smth..ahaha.. =P while I only bought ONE item..HEE..if I shop with WJ we'll go back with the same amount of stuff..lol

holiday mood!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE

I told Nurul on 1st Dec tat I felt like fainting..

n the feeling hasn't gone away since..

I thought it was maybe from the lack of slp..so I've been slping n slping..more than I've ever slept in my life..but I still feel dizzy n headachey EVERYDAY since then..it's scaring me! my head feels weird..I can't focus..as if I'm stuck in some parallel universe..WHY AH?? I've been feeling sick for ELEVEN days..but I'm fine lei..I dun have fever..no flu or anything..?????????? WHY?






I caught 30 Days of Night n Enchanted in the past week! I enjoyed both movies.. =D I love zombie movies..no idea why..n Enchanted was HAPPIFYING..so nice so nice Jess n I were giggling away thru the show..WHEE!

I just received my timetable though..sucks..I hate school on Saturdays..there's 3 of them darn..especially when they're in the late afternoon..wad kinda timing is tis la..SPOILER!

I dyed my hair black today..

my bro says I look like the ghost from fatal frame..
mom says it's unnatural..

BOO!

sharing ur joy AND woes with someone u love is wad makes it REAL.
having fun n joy all the time doesn't make it stronger

sometimes I really need to stop thinking.




went J8 today after a gazillion years..caught Hitman..

I loved it =D

I couldn't sleep last night at all! I was still awake at 7 ah wad the heck..

me: hi boy..is anyone at home?

bro: ME.

me: DUH OF COS LA! as in..is there anyone else at home??

bro: YOU.

aha he's a nut but he made me laugh..



I went to Nurul's place today so tat we could check each other's hw..actually our hw isn't difficult..just tedious..cos it's just so urgh..

imagine spending a few hours researching the PROPER way to write

- time (it's 2am not 2 a.m.)
- titles (vice president of marketing not Vice-president of Marketing)
- dates (Oct. 12, 2005 not any other way)
- percentages (30 per cent not 30% or 30 percent)

n so on..WALAO..seriously..WHO CARES right? but NO..AP STYLE..must follow -_-" omg we spent hours n hours READING rules on tis kinda thing..everything is swimming around in my head now..

around 4 my stomach started growling I couldn't concentrate..went to Al Ameen to buy Nasi Pataya..SO YUMMY! first time having it..so suaku..omg Nurul's so lucky la her place has so much nice food!

n her house is so nice..it's like a CHALET..resort-like..totally RELAXINGGGGG atmosphere lei..if I have tat kinda house I will burn aromatherapy oils all day..sit at the balcony n raise lots n lots of rabbits as children la.. =P her house is so pristine n cosy..WAH..it's like my dream house la really..ahaha..n her room's.....really funky! very colourful..when I went inside I just wanted to shout WHOOPEE out loud..no idea why..I guess it's the colours.very bold n bright..nice! not like my room =( light blue SO BORING la my dad..no wonder it has tis sleepy atmosphere..n I liked her curtains! neon pink so pretty..

me: eh I like ur curtains! very nice!

Nurul: izzit..I tink look like brothel lei..

me: -_________-" I TELL U I LIKE IT U TELL ME IT LOOKS LIKE A BROTHEL..



exam tis Sat at 10! at least we're done with our assignment..I just need to edit my essay..

=D tired..shall go slp..whee

Elin..WJ..Rong..Elaine..Ter..Eddy..Sam..Ling & I

dun have the other pics cos Kylie hasn't sent them to WJ.. =( buck up pls Kylie..hehe..




dinner at Mushroom Pot was O_O I still feel so full! first time there..I tink it was great! no wonder u like it so much lynnie! NICE! I like it too! yum..nv seen so many mushrooms b4 in my life..

let's see wad Sam had to say about tat.. =P


Sam: whr u go

me: oh

me: =D

Sam: lol

Sam: ok

me: someplace u'd nv like

Sam: tell me

me: mushroom pot

me: AHHA

Sam: wtf

Sam: ew

me: haha

me: see

me: i told u

Sam: yucks



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYUN!
love u many many

Elin..WJ..Rong..Elaine..Ter..Eddy..Sam..Ling & I

dun have the other pics cos Kylie hasn't sent them to WJ.. =( buck up pls Kylie..

I am done with my unhappy business..may they nv plague me again..

yesterday was Terence Tay's wedding! it was held at Victoria Concert Hall..Lee Ling..Sam..Lirong..Eddy..WJ..Elin..n I attended..it was so hot yesterday..MY DRESS..haiyo I'm not gonna wear it again..was so THICK..the sun was beating down on my head..I was dragging my feet..darn heels lorh..we were almost late! when we reached there almost everyone was seated already..TT saw us! n he waved at us..all of a sudden I felt tis surge of emotion..like OMG IT'S HIM N HE'S GETTING MARRIED! we haven't spoken in like..2 n a half years la..den like..WAH SO EXCITING! so happy for him..rightaway Sam n I went all teary eyed -_- we are so crazy..

it was a wonderful ceremony! could feel tat everyone's happy for him n his bride Elaine! ahh..I love weddings! we spoke to him after tat..n took pics..wah..we had so many questions we wanted to ask him..hope he stays in wedded bliss forever! =D



I remember

how TT..Sam..Sarah..Lirong..Debbie n I hung out together in poly year 1..like super close frens..lunched together everyday..he drove us out during breaks so we didn't have to eat canteen food all the time..his famous orange pumpkin van careening down the NP hill everyday.."MY CAR IS GOOD FOR RACING" his famous sentence..den he'd try to show it to us by slamming on the accelerator n all of us would be rolling about in the back screaming murder..he fetched all of us to school n back home..Sarah trying to change his wardrobe..her comments about his jeans n his crumpled series tops.."BURN THEM"..how TT would only behave when Sarah was around..diablo nights SO FUN! we played D2..Worms..AOE online everynight..till I didn't shut down my laptop for 3 months n it CRASHED..crash course in photoshop n Dreamweaver at Mac so we wouldn't FAIL..turns out he's a much better teacher than the lecturer..how he helped us with our tragic Flash assignment..our Speech Comm final assignment..

he's been a great fren la..

MARRIED! omg happy..

it hurts knowing someone matters to you much more than you mean to them.


chilling, numbing, WRENCHING, soulstealing pain.
did you ever consider my feelings?
I can't even begin to describe it.
am I very horrible why must you do such stuff to me?
what if someone does it to you?
will you feel good?
you have a brain. USE IT. THINK b4 u do something hurtful. or do you not even care?




ifonly,

I'm doneeeeeee with my assignment but I'm tinking of rewriting the feat story..brrr..

SO BORED..

dead..no electricity tmr for the whole day! dunno wad's gonna happen to all the stuff in the fridge..darn..I really should go out..was tinking of going to my gramp's place..but it's so far away! can't wait for the circle line to start running..it'll stop right in front of her block! end of next year @@ shall slp real late today so by the time I wake tmr the electricity will be back again =/



haiz..why is starhub so zzzlousy! when all my plans expire I'll NEVER use starhub for anything again! BOO..

OH NO! I just came across pictures of donuts a while ago..HELP ME..I feel my resolve weakening...........................donutsssssssssssssssssssssssss


I wanna watch Stardusttttt..tink I'll buy the dvd..n 30 Days of Night! why issit not out yet! 29th Nov ahhh..


if u are as bored as I am go checkout these blogs..FUNNY! hahaha..wad the hell..I actually giggled uncontrollably while reading
http://www.aalteam.blogspot.com/
http://www.antiaalteam.blogspot.com/


inner demons
I should stop thinking

nghhhhhhhh..I need a topic for an interview and another topic for a magazine feature story..I have no ideas n I dun wanna do any run of the mill stories..SAVE ME I have no ideas I'm dying zzzzz..

THINK. THINK. THINK.

omggggggggg..I turned on my comp..went to WJ's blog..n found out tat Sam talk bad about me..SO BAD!! she called me a DWARF!!!!! WAHHHHHH LAOOOOOOO SO BADDDDDDDDDDDD!! wat wat wat!

I went to school today to hand in my last transcript..the director was held up at some meeting so I asked Sam if she wanted to walk over to the school den we could take a bus to town together..the school is within walking distance lorh! the dingaling insists tat it isn't..Nurul n I always walk lorh!

initially we weren't v hungry..it was around 4+..we took 123 to town..n along the way we got hungrier n hungrier so we zoomed off to have Ban Mian..I swear Sam eats the most unappetising food..we ordered the same thing..but..her order was..MEE HOON KUEH PLAIN la wth..when her food came I was so shocked I said HUR out loud..the guy/chef wadever started laughing..he said "see already not nice to eat hor"..WAH! it was just mee hoon kueh swimming around in soup la -_-" nothing else HOW TO EAT! Sam was like.."but I always eat lidat one waddddddd"..den when I turned my head for a while I saw her dumping smth into my food..turns out she was throwing all the mushrooms to me.. =( she treats me as a dumping ground la..

we went shopping after tat! our goal was to find her a dress for Ter's wedding..wasn't anything from Topshop..F21 n Zara..mad girl was cursing Ter all the way for inviting her to his matrimony..tsk tsk..who ask u so last min! decided to go Far East..she tried on tis dress..while I was waiting I saw the salesgirl walking around with tis dress..thought it was nice so I asked her to show it to Sam..YES! nicer than the one she was trying out..the first dress looked nicer than it actually is..so she bought the 2nd dress tat she tried out..SEE I am a great help =D hehe..$40! from Celest..I tink it's pretty cheap..the woman was so nice..she gave us vouchers each..$15..whee! since her dress problem was solved..we could shop freely! happy..I bought a tube for $28..a dress from Toss..$32..Sam was trying to convince me to buy 2 pieces..cos the 2nd one was 50% off..but I didn't la..we both bought the same bag as well! $15..so cheap! she got the white one..n er..mine's black -_-" aha..she was saying its weird to own the same stuff..but I was saying WJ n have almost practically the same stuff..can qualify as uniforms already..I wanted to buy shoes! but nth nice..boo..

we went to PS after tat cos I wanted to pick up some stuff..we took the wrong bus n ended up somewhere FAR away from PS..n we walked back..tsk..got the stuff I wanted..we were so tired by den cos our bags were sooo heavy..so we went back! shopping is fun! I want it to be my occupation haha..

ohhhhhhhhh my hair is all over the place..need to go for a haircut soon..boo..

today was a really good day to sleep..nice weather! but Noo-roo was sick..so I accompanied her to the doctor..tink she was depressed tat Raf's in camp as well..poor thing..but luckily..I tink her illness isn't so bad..the doc gave her some pills..n she has to go back next week for review..get well soon!

we went to Macs after tat..she had a cheeseburger with extra pickles..WAH PICKLES!! O_O n a macflurry..haha..I had the UNHEALTHIEST fries I've ever eaten..wah crap..I added salt n pepper to it somemore..Nurul was like.."FELICIA TAN WAD THE HELL IS TIS??" oops..so much for healthy eating..nvm I will start anew tmr!! =D

my bf brought me to Ethan's just now! some sausage place..WAHHHHHHH..the food was so nice..I liked it so much! =D I had Rosti for the first time..YA LA LAUGH AT ME..rosti also nv eat b4..bleah..WHEEEEEEEE..I am so going to keep going back there..NICE NICE..thankyoudear!



"where are u?"
"clementi"
"where u going?"
"home la! where else u want me to go!"
"so....go back from Clementi will pass by Tanjong Pagar right?"
"uh huh.."
"ok see u at Tanjong Pagar"
"HARH?!"

ahahaha..so abrupt..so CUTE..so absolutely endearing eeek!

sigh.

WHY ARE U SO ENDEARING!

loveeeeeeee..ah!

after reading Xiaxue's blog..OMGGGGGG I so so so want to go to HK! =/

SIAN. bummed around at home again today. haiz.



ohhhhhhh..my internet is behaving weirdly again! STARHUB!!!!!! grrrrrrr..

v sian lei.



Beowulf was alright..it was kinda graphic O_o albeit it being all animations..but still! I tink the show's really fine..just overrated cos of Angelina Jolie..but den again..she's hot!

I met my bf yesterday! so happy to see him I wanted to hop around very much..aha..didn't see him since Sat lorh..we went my fave place of sin! Far East yay! had Subway for dinner..he bought the chocolate chip cookie as well..when I happily chowed on it he went.."hmmmmmm I though someone was supposed to resist eating chocolate?" dunno wad to say man..he buy den I eat ma! purposely one lorh he..BOO..naughty..bleah..I bought a dress! wanted to buy a pair of shoes as well but..I guess tis kinda thing must go with girls..dowan to put him through such torture..haha..the comments he gave about the dress ah..HAIYO..I tried on the green one..

"er..hur hur..looks like..NS ar..camou u know.."

n the red..

"looks like er..ladybug..they are red n black right.."

n the yellow..

"chrysanthemum.."

WALAO! haha..



we ran into Lovelorn at her fren's shop with Iylia..she looked so shocked to see me..ahaha..

today..I went to my grandma's place! but I stopped by the doctor first..n finally unravelled the mystery of the sore eyes which refuse to go away!

previously I went to my family doctor cos my eyes were red n everything..he gave me anti-bacterial eyedrops cos he said I had bacterial conjunctivitis..

but after 2 weeks..n finishing the eyedrops..it became worse..my eyes started SMARTING as well..plus..I didn't wear contacts..n I stayed at home..

n so tis doctor asked around..n found out..I have hay fever..ALLERGIC conjunctivitis..she said no wonder the medicine wasn't working..so I'm allergic to grass..cigarette smoke..incense n dust..den I was like..OH YA..I feel v sick in the morning..headachey..flu..cos of the incense.. -_-" so tat's the cause of all my problems..my dad n his incense la! no wonder I seem to suffer from a flu tat nv goes away..

so I came home n grumbled to my dad..den he told me..ya he recently just changed brand of incense.. @#%@#!! ahaha..nonsense la..

I am in a good mood today! I spent quality time with my grandparents =D it just feels great..

gramps cooked for me..I love her cooking! I ate n ate..she was so surprised..omg I am 39 kg..wad the heck right..scary..I must eat more

we both lay down on the bed n talked for 2 hours..it's wonderful tat I can talk to her like a fren..it's just the way I talk to WJ..haha..we were talking bout relationships..my frens..my family..

showed her pics..so cute lorh she.."any new pics not show me lei.." I guess she's my biggest fan..she asked me to print my pic n give her so she can carry it around..haha..SO SWEET..LOVE..

I watched a cooking variety show with her..

played with the pets..they have a new rabbit! it's called Mui Mui..super big sized..n his fur..omg..looks just like a carpet..

laughed while she fed the tortoises..

poked fun at my grandpa..he's cute..

I like my gramps laughter..she laughs very heartily..it's contagious..

=D

I like days like tis..so heartening..her house is real small..but so cosy! it's more like a house than mine!

came back to Tampines after a loooooong bus ride..had dinner with my mom..cos she surprisingly asked me to..the last time I ate with her was..I can't recall u know..the woman couldn't even wait for me! she went n ordered her food first..den she watched me eat after I arrived..we had Yoshinoya's..I LIKE!

whee..

some pics of my fave DS game! made me laugh lorh..





n of cos I camwhore also la..






I am hugging cupcakeeeeee! cos my fave person gave it to me..HEE..


I am very freckly..omg..

look wad Jannah milkshake said about my precious lil ball of fluff!






for every sad thing that has happened to me, theres a million other things that are keeping me happy says:
tht first pic..he looks like a slipper...

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
-_-

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
OMG HAHAHA

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
omg like those garfield slippers

for every sad thing that has happened to me, theres a million other things that are keeping me happy says:
hahaha

for every sad thing that has happened to me, theres a million other things that are keeping me happy says:
yeahH!!

for every sad thing that has happened to me, theres a million other things that are keeping me happy says:
like poca slipper!

for every sad thing that has happened to me, theres a million other things that are keeping me happy says:
wait ar...i search for the pic

n she puts tis as her dp..









for every sad thing that has happened to me, theres a million other things that are keeping me happy says:
TADA!!





AHA I AM SO AMUSED..I must be crazy..I LOVE MUFFIN!





I MISSSSSSS YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm feeling so freaking bored..I feel like throwing a tantrum for no reason..HAI! must be crazy..

gotta go to school at 3.30 tmr just to meet the head..stupid la wad kind of timing is tat..right smack in the middle of nowhere..

so sick of doing the bloody assignment..so many news stories..must write so many..all on fires..accidents..orbituaries..it's damn depressing lei







SO MEANINGLESS GAH! dunno why I'm so grumpy also hope tis grumpiness spell goes away soon

so sian..I've been bummin' around a lot lately..

I thought of things which I shouldn't have thought about when I was in the shower just now..Karen..YS..etc..wadever..THE PAST..anyway I'm glad to be rid of them

I had cherries..oranges..apples n tomatoes today..WHOO! but my mom's been telling me to eat chocolates..OMG..can't believe I didn't touch any..RESIST..I must..





on another note..it is depressing..to be stuck in a house..where parents keep quarreling..haiz..I really try to ignore it..but sometimes..it just really affects my mood..years n years of arguing..it's so tiring..I've seen them at it ever since I was a kid..can't they just..give it a rest? when I see other families so happy..going out for dinners..parents holding hands..I actually feel..envious..I wish..mine was the same..to me..a house should be nice n cosy..inviting..smell like delicious food..something which I want to go home to..but my house is like........I dunno..just a place for me to sleep..it holds no good memories or anything..whenever I go out n it's time for me to go home..I just feel so sad..I can't wait to leave tis place..when oh when will tat be??? omg home sucks =(((((((((((((((








I felt a chill steal over my heart..
I hope it isn't wad I tink it is..
I will not care..
I will close my eyes n HOPE FOR THE BEST..

I wish I knew why.

I turned on my comp to do my assignment..but I doubt I'm gonna touch any of it today..ALL MOTIVATION FLEW OUT OF THE WINDOW!

MY EYES STILL FREAKING HURT..

Sam called it the "DS lights syndrome".. =( n I'm quite afraid tat it might be true..how???????

I have 2 ginormous fugly zits on my left cheek..WAD THE HECK right? nv seen such huge pimples b4..SO UGLY..I was feeling so down today cos of it..I shall hide at home in all my hideousness..PIMPLES BE GONE..PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I feel random..shall blog random..

when my bro goes to NS..I want to move to the moon! when he comes home after school..the whoe place just smells like an animal watering hole lorh! dunno wad he does..roll in the mud? his socks ah..OMG..can be used as a weapon in times of war.. @@ when he brings his frens home..I just want to die la..

I seriously need to have a healthy diet! my skin is so bad..so sensitive.. =( I suddenly have 3 red spots on my leg for no reason..EEEEEEEEEEK! eczema sucks I feel so bad now it's so painful..#)&$#)$

- I will drink fruit juice instead of soft drinks! but since I know I can't completely stop I shall limit myself to ONE soft drink a week..ONE..

- I will stop at 2 packs of sweets each week..MAX..great improvement already k!

- I will TRY MY BEST aha to not touch seafood..try la huh I like them too much..

- chocolates maybe once a month

- absolutely NO nuts..I had to take a jab after eating totally delicious macademia cookies zzz

- more fruits..carrots..tomatoes..SALAD..I am going to grocery shop for fruits every week!! MUST..I WILL

- less chilli =( just for interest..cos it makes one skinny..hot peppers contain a chemical called capsaicin which force fat cells to self-destruct

- I WILL STOP EATING RUBBISH..

so please..PLEASE help me dun let me eat any nonsense thank you!

Pokemon Pearl has been taking up my time..so I've not been coming online! n my bloody assigment as well..SO BORING..how to write so many leads? all on fires..accidents..orbituaries..very depressing lei..

let's see wad I did..

I went grocery shopping on Thursday! so fun..I love grocery shopping..I was piling the basket with all kinds of stuff..so hard to control! WHEE..I bought cherry tomatoes! yay! must eat more of these..maybe I'll get better skin..I have a sudden outbreak! omg so sad..I see a pimple =((( I bought veggie or Muffin =D he's happily chowing down now..

ooh my darling bunny is another month older! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! HUGS..

went PS with my bf yesterday! went to Secret Recipe for the first time! OOH..I love lagsane so much! yums! (:

walked around a bit..I went a bit crazy when I saw Yoshi in the stores! SO CUTE LEI! omg I should have bought it..crap..

I bought a toy helicopter! it's so fun!

we watched The Game Plan..I cried buckets..it was so touching..I couldn't help crying..like really..though I was trying to control..ZOMG..haha..I tink The Rock is funny..his facial expressions are hilarious..when we came out of the theatre..I was so busy checking whether my eyeliner was smudged or not..I didn't look where I was going..n I knocked down those signs which cleaners put up..the CAUTION WET FLOOR thing..omg..it fell down with a huge BANG..everyone looked at me..ahahaha..so pai seh..

went to play LAN after tat..played smth like CS..I shouldn't play such games in public..NO FACE..I will make a lot of noise..like..AHHHHHHHHHHHHH..n bang my fists against the table when I keep on bobo shooting..darn!..but so fun lei..

had dim sum after tat..YAY I LIKE!

played with the heli at my house carpark..SO FUN! reached home around 4am..but I still continued playing with it..muaha..glad I bought it!

I have a tummyache again! wad is tis!! I didn't even have chilli these few days lorh =(

I tink I'm dying soon lei! I'm scared lei..I DOWAN TO DIE! I feel so weak lorh..like I have some kind of degen aura around me EEEEK..gosh..I better start eating healthily n stop eating crap..too bad crap tastes so good..

I shall eat eggs..tomatoes..carrots..blah blah..seems like rabbit food ah..ok wadever my bunny eats I will eat too


so bored so bored so bored hai

I WANNA WATCH 30 DAYS OF NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I haven't been online recently..which means I've been sleeping earlier! haven't been blogging..hmm..let's see..

Friday
went for Emo's party at Sentosa! went to Vivocity first to meet Mabel n WJ..seeing Candy Empire just made me feel so happy! but I didn't have time to buy anything from there..BOO! I wanna go!!! Emo's sup..Sharon picked us up from St. James..her bf Din came along too..so did Sparkle! her super cute Chihuahua..

we were so hungry when we got there we just attacked the food..b4 her other guests arrived..ahhaha..glam..Din bbq-ed the food..cook 2 chicken wings..eat 1..tsk tsk..but they are such a cute couple..

ooh..Emo got dunked into the pool =/ n it's my fault! cos I really thought she could swim! b4 they threw her in the asked me..I was like.."yeah! she can!"..n we found out tat she couldn't..well..u know..one of her frens jumped in to drag her out..

n we drank..vodka..I felt a lil high after a glass..I tink Mabs n WJ got a bit wobbly too..but the rest of them felt tat we should get Emo drunk cos it was her 21st..so we decided to go for drinks at Cafe del Mar..

tat place just SUCKS..when we first got there I already thought tat place was just..zzzzzz..giving off bad vibes..the service was so sucky..I tink they thought we're a bunch of underaged kids or smth..those dumb waiters had tat kinda super unfriendly expressions..so IRRITATING! there were about 13 of us..Sharon ordered a bottle of vodka..after tat we asked if we could sit by the jacuzzi..the waiter said YES..we could..so we moved..barely 5 mins after we shifted..tis real bitch..was unhappy with us cos apparently..she booked the whole jacuzzi area..zzz..BIG DEAL LA..look like some 16-year-old si ah lian..guess she complained..n we were told to move..like wad the heck la! Sharon was very annoyed..becos in the first place..the waiter said tat we could sit there..extremely sick of tat stupid place..we decided to leave..NVM..they still wanted to create trouble for us..they actually asked us for our ICs when we were leaving..?!?!?! n very rudely somemore..

fat bugger: who checked ur ICs?
us: how we know? one of ur guys la..
fat bugger: when?
us: ..at the entrance la..
fat bugger: we want to check ur ICs..
Sharon: I SHOW U MY DRIVER'S LICENSE..

we thought tat was the end of tat silly place..but no..

we were already at the beach area..when tat fatass bouncer came after us..very rudely..he told Mabs to return the glass..I was already feeling very upset with their lousy service..so I just told him..NICELY..if he could be more polite..

me: can you not be so rude?

omg tis sentence made him go completely apeshit bananas..he started screaming vulgarities at me -_-

him: IT'S MY FUCKING BUSINESS TO CHECK UR FUCKING ICs!!!
me: .....
him: U FUCKING CHEEBYE!
me: ....eh excuse me why are u using vulgarities when I'm not even raising my voice..
him: $%&#($&#!!
me: WAD THE HECK!!! EH WAD'S WRONG WITH U?

at tis point all hell breaks loose n everyone starts shouting..someone den asked for his name..

him: I'M MUTHAFUCKKER!!!!
me: HAHA..glad tat u know..

omg tat madman called us whores n all kinds of things..NUTCASE! I mean he's a BOUNCER la..how can he use such language n lose his temper when I barely even said anything to him -_- he was so big sized somemore..like fat n tall..n he actually waved his fists around n threatened to punch me lorh..zzz..his management had to hold him back..n even when they were apologizing on his behalf he was still raving like a lunatic..Sharon n WJ were arguing away with his management n Sharon called the police..the stupid idiot couldn't even behave himself in front of them lorh..he said he only raised his fists INSIDE the bar n not at the beach..CHEY..WADS THE DIFF? he still threatened me ma..the policeman was sniggering away lorh..

but wah! so happening ah..Emo had a memorable 21st I guess =P

Saturday
went to watch soccer! I like!!!! but dayum =( draw at the last moment..CRAP..watched at Chijmes..I tink it's only the 2nd time I've stepped inside there..n it was a long time ago..OMG so nice la the place..oops I sound so hillybilly..aha..had Thai food..so nice! Pineapple rice..one of my fave! n Phad Thai..YUM!

Sunday
watched Saw IV! goodness!!!!!!!!!!!! I've nv watched the first three b4..n I've nv been able to stomach gore n stuff lidat..WAH..the starting already had me squirming in my seat..my bf kept covering my face la! aha..so gruesome..EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! but on the whole I tink it was nice la..n I like The Cathay! I like the place..comfy! I had Ben & Jerry's! after craving for it for days..SO NICE! Chunky Monkey n Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough! DELICIOUS! but so expensive eh..n it was pouring away after the show..had to call a cab..actually had to dial for 45 mins lei! no cab when we actually need one..tsk!

Monday
went town with Nurul TO DO OUR ASSIGNMENT! so hardworking..model students we are =D we were at Starbucks..CARAMEL FRAPPE!!! wheeeeee..I love caramel..Nurul was obsessing over her candy bits in her mocha..haha..mad..we actually got work done! I finished 3 outta 9 questions of my 40% assignment k!! went Far East at 5.30! humph..someone seems to tink I shopped more than I did work =P no lorh..not true! I bought a dress! I love dresses! yay..

so now..I just needa get..a new lipstick! n a toy helicopter! I wanna play!!

ooh some pics..I dun have much of Emo cos they were blur!


2 of my fave ladies!


tis is the reason why we took so long just to bring a bday cake downstairs..


looks like Mabs isn't alone! self-shot..TSK! haha..


er..HEY..guess she was overcome with some kind of emotion..hahaha..


whee!




the cake which we didn't touch..


Sharon! another trigger happy one..


hmm doesn't take a genius to figure out wad happened =P


highhhhhhh..see the half-shut eyes..


Cafe del Mar' beds..


love!



nights! =D

sometimes I wonder..would it be better any other way?

hmmmmmmmmmmm..





TRUST is a big word
why do some people do wad they do?

but nvm cos it's not wad really matters






at Far East yesterday..

I didn't buy anything for myself yesterday! so amazing..

caterpillar June went home with 2 pairs of shoes..

the necklace we got for Emo was so pretty!

darned train service screwed our timing up!

kaminabe..HAHAHA

Happy Birthday to our fave Indian! emo turns 21 today! XD

ok I'm so done with shopping for the month..n today's only the first..

I bought 2 bags..2 cardigans..n 2 dresses..whee!

everything's in black cept for one dress becos Lovelorn absolutely REFUSED to let me get another black dress..I went.."Can I PLEASEEEEEEEE get the black one?!!" n she gave me tis "NGEHHHHHH" face ok..lol..n I was supposed to get the 2nd cardigan in blue but I swapped it when she wasn't looking..muahaha..

we walked around for so long I was so tired..............

suddenly my left eye started hurting n it turned super red I dashed to the toilet to remove my contacts..omg blind after tat..

so I went to queue for a cab at Taka..zomg..I waited for an hour!

I shall go to bed now! ta!

I love prawns!!!

but I tink I've eaten one too many these few days..

WHEEEEEEE! I love steamboat!

I have sore eyes again!

I have so many things to blog about I dunno where to begin..

today someone got a new toy for $100..tsk tsk..

WJ says.."WAD THE HELL!!"

bus-ride conversations are funny..especially if they're 22 mins long n spent giggling away with my bff..

school is great cos there's Lovelorn *read Nurul..Amin n Monica..Monica is tis really entertaining n animated girl who is a dead ringer for Amruta..omg looks the SAME..she even has the same facial expressions as Emo la..I shall get hold of her picture somehow n post it here..

so hyper SO HYPER! I wanna go shopping!

=(

I woke up at 8.
left the house at 9.
reached school at 10.
waited for an 1 hour.
went to the students services centre with the class.
tis girl was rude to the teacher over the phone.
I got very annoyed with her..sure he is at fault for forgetting..but I dun tink it's right to yell at him..
gah.
reached home a while ago. 12.30
my parents went to M'sia

I'm all alone again.

Sigh.

This sucks.

....always complain tat I'm skinny. so why do you always ask me to eat bread for dinner??????????

omg..it's only just beginning to sink in..tat I'm 21 OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pics! I dun have tat many cos I haven't bugged Jazzy for hers..


=D

my bf brought me to Sanobar on my bday..


Spicy Mediteranean Sausages!


Chicken Kebab


Lamb Chop

I liked the food! everything was spicy la..shiok..n I've nv eaten kebab b4 omg so hillybilly..reminded me of the food we had in Thailand! ahhhhh I MISS!!

I also had cocktail for the first time..aha..n we had some dessert called Baklava..GOODNESS..it was so tiny..he looked at it n said.."are u tinking wad I'm tinking?" lol..but it was nice

anyway THANK YOU EVERYONE for making it special for me! (:

nghhhhhhhh!!!!

stomachache! *squeals





too much chilli for the past week..wad a weak tummy! boo

I had an absolutely AWFUL day..Nurul n I were in really foul moods by the end of class..sucked..cos of some screwy admin stuff

I felt better after talking to my bf about it..

BUT..

I was reminded of it after checking my inbox..




Hi,

Greetings! I am your student coordinator at MDIS and I am pleased to inform that OCU has offered you a conditional application into the Bachelor of Arts (concentration in Mass Comm) program. The director of OCU's Singapore Admissions would like to meet you either tomorrow (23 Oct) at 3.30pm or Thursday at 10am to formally run you through the admissions procedure.

Please bring with you original cert and transcripts of your education when you come for the meeting.

I look forward to your confirmation of a date/time for this meeting.

Thank you



EH. the module I'm taking now is COMING TO AN END LORH. I received a call HALFWAY THRU MY LESSON to hear tat there's some confused person out there who might have made a mistake n I have to bring my certs to meet the director to CONFIRM tat I can enroll in the bachelor's degree..HONESTLY.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?????????????

wouldn't you be irritated?

tis sent Nurul n I into a real frenzy lorh..means wad..we are currently taking the ADVANCED DIPLOMA???????? wth do I need TWO diplomas for??? for tat half of the lesson both of us couldn't concentrate n we were busy wondering if we were in the wrong class lorh..zzzz..

gah.. =( hope I get an answer by tmr! I will not be affected..will not..shall not *chants

but our professor was really nice..glad she was there to help..

after tat we decided to go for dinner together to rid ourselves of our grumpiness..went Food Republic..it is fast becoming my favourite place..$8.50 for green curry chicken + rice + veggie + tapioca with coconut cream..I tink it's mighty cheap!

tmr....

tmr it shall be a better day (:

!!! I've barely had any time to come online ever since school started..hence no time to blog boo

went Marina for steamboat last Sunday..so yummy..been a long long long time snce I went there to eat! I LOVE CRABS N PRAWNS!!! couldn't resist so I ate though I'm not supposed to.. =/ suffered the ill-effects the next day..but I dun care..WORTH IT!

1st day of lesson on Monday..I was so SIAN lorh..dreaded every single moment of it..until.............Nurul walked thru the door! wah I was so so so happy to see her! at least I'm not alone! WHOOPEE! cos the rest of my classmates are just........different!

I am so hooked onto donuts n starbursts..NICE NICE!

had Thai food on Thursday! all 4 dishes we ordered were spicy..SHIOK..Tom Yum soup..Vietnamese Spring Rolls..Red Curry Chicken..Kang Kong! I love chilli man..yay!

-_- Nurul is a Topshop fanatic..there was some preview on Friday..she was so excited I could feel her happiness over sms..so I accompanied her to town in the morning..omgzzzzz..madness..we were there at 9.20 ABSOLUTE MADNESS..haven't been out tat eary for ages n ages..so she happily tried on pair after pair of shoes while I DS-ed..ahahaha..it is such a lifesaver..

went Food Republic for breakfast..we had macaroni! so fun slacking around la..BUT..we had school after tat zzzzzzzz..had to DRAG ourselves there..so tempted to skip class..

cos we woke up so early..we were total zombies in class..should have seen Nurul's face..

CLASS ON SATURDAY! spoiler..time seemed to fly after break..oh she brought cupcakes for me! on a sugar high man..we rushed off right after class..her Rafi LOVEBUNS party on tat day..!

summarising wad happened..

met the lovelies at Pasir Ris n my dad fetched us to the chalet..so super long since any of us laid our eyes on Miss Lee..EEEEEEEE-HA! so delighted to see her!

Jasmine n Jessalyn too! I wanted to whoop when I saw them grinning at me..AHAHA..

Lirong snuck up on me! =P bleah!

Amruta really has a classic emo expression..

DS doesn't detect chipmunk voices.. =PpP "scissors! seeeeeeeee-zersssssssssssssssss!!!! *giggles"

"can eat the key! try it n see!"
"omg u really bit it ahhh???"
"wtf! u tell me can eat one lei!"

Sam & Lee Ling paid a dollar to get into the wrong place..blurblocks! =D

"linkin park"

"eh tat was the most awkward hug ever"
"I dunno how to hug la!"
"u nv hug......................*looks around* HIM meh?"
"-_- of cos got la! but.........girl different ma!!!"
"eh u from girls' school one leiiii"
"but..hug girls different ma........"
"???"
"got............boobs ma"
AHAHAHA kua kua kua

bf suddenly appeared..happyness! WHEE

(: has gotta be the most memorable birthday celebration I've ever had..it just rocks having frens around..thank you everybody!

WJ is a nut! unfortunately BFF privileges means she can get away with almost anything..we ended up with cake on our faces n in our hair..as well as smelling like a gigantic slab of butter..aha..I DEMAND A REMATCH not fair I was wearing a dress while she was in shorts! =/ we were screaming n running around omg haha so funny..luckily Sam wasn't around at tat point of time..if not..really GONE CASE =P

Mabs gives Murphy's Law a whole new meaning..she threw a water bomb at my bf which bounced off n splashed her face instead..wad can I say..LOL

Amruta needs target practise..



presents!

red packets $400+
CapitaLand vouchers $300
Lil Miss Know-it-all tshirt
Lil Miss Naughty tank top
Guess wallet which looks like Mabs' hp
Black dress
3 key necklaces
Super pretty heels
Erm..lingerie@@
some kinda naughty bath gel
Adidas bag
cup & warmer
digicam
one highly YELLOW box with equally eye-watering YELLOW content..from WJJJJJJJJJJ..I tink she had the most fun yesterday lorh..u should have heard her laughing..evilness! haha.. =PpP

n I've got tis feeling tat I missed out smth..oops!

I bought donuts n Gucci Envy Me today!



I am one happy person.. (:

rei - respect says:
i didnt wish wanjun happy bday omg

rei - respect says:
i just realiesd who is curly hair.

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
>.<

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
omg

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
OMG

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
HAHA

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
wad the hell?

rei - respect says:
i was tinking which of ur frens has curly hiar..

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
-_-




SAM IS AN ASSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! she's been ribbing me about how she's one year younger than me! EXCUSEEEEEEEEEE ME SAM..WJ n I are the SAME AGE for these few days ok! WJJJJJJJJJJ dun tink I dunno wad Sam sent u!!! DAYUM!!!

____________________________________

in any case..I'm sorry guess I overreacted..

as u know..I like to do quizzes..so if u would like to kill urself..give it a try as well

http://intelligence-test.net/part1/


http://www.gamershood.com/flashgames/2902

GAH! back to my quizzes =D

Happy Birthday curly hair! love

sigh. their quarrelling makes me feel so...............empty inside

headache.

why is it like that everyday for as long as I can remember?

it's so tiring to come home to tis all the time.


sickening. sickening. sickening

alright.

that just. made my mood plummet to ground zero.

NVM? of cos u dun mind la BUT I MIND. wtf?????????? sorry is such a cheap word. becos tat statement seriously HURT.

it nv pays to be nice to anyone becos life has a way of turning the tables on u. I just wonder why the heck I'm so stupid I nv seem to learn

it's really sickening how tis kind of stuff just happens to me over n over again.

ANGRY? no.

disappointed. extremely.


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//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
ahahaha jasminegreentea

Isaac says:
eh wth

Isaac says:
how u know

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
=D

Isaac says:
how u know im called jasminegreeneta

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
i've seen tt nubpancake b4

Isaac says:
WTH

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
MUAAHAHHAA

Isaac says:
dont bull la

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
hahaha

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
wad makes u so sure

Isaac says:
that's why im asking u now

Isaac says:
how u know

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
i see tt noobie afk at fountain

Isaac says:
when?

Isaac says:
tell me leh

Isaac says:
wth

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
hahaha

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
dowan lei

Isaac says:
say leh

Isaac says:
jasminegreentea zai de lor

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
whoo

Isaac says:
faster leh

Isaac says:
tell me

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
aha

//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
let's change the topic

Isaac says:
tell me la

Isaac says:
pls

Isaac says:
pls


aha. I tink I stunned him into silence..anyway..Isaac is Jazzy's bf..he is really blur..no wonder he's her bf..HAHA..they are so cute together..why didn't it cross his mind tat she told me??? tsk tsk..


was feeling very glum on Friday..was moping around cos he's not around..dragged myself to school for orientation..the weather was as sucky as my mood la..shouldn't have gone grr..only counted 13 ppl there lorh

thankfully Sam was free to accompany me after tat..though she had to wake up early the next day..met her at 4+ in town..she had a hair cut! very nice! her hair looks so nice now lorh..tat girl is mad..she just wanted to trim her hair..but she was fussing about which hairdresser to go to..

"later the hairdresser anyhow cut my fringe..I dun like lorh..last time the one cut until so....."

den when the hairdresser asked her how she wanted it done..

"orh..anything la.."

-__________________________-

shopped around after tat..I bought..

- top $27
- dress $30.50
- n another dress $64
- necklace $22.90

can't really remember if I bought anything else..den we went to eat cos Sam was hungry..aha..Ramen Ten! eeeeeee so nice I like! yummy..I had Chicken Gyoza Ramen! I love the soup..whee..

dragged her to Taka after tat so I could get myself a notebook $9.90..I was so tempted to buy other cutesy stuff but she was around to stop me la..haha..

while we were walking back to the station WJ called..she was at City Hall! so we met her n we took a train back together!

Sat..was supposed to meet WJ at 12.30 but I couldn't wake up..too tired la..so I met her at 1+ as usual Emo is the latest-comer..so we went Zimple to shop first while waiting for her..curly hair bought a....*gulp..yellow dress....n as much as it pains me to say it..out of the other colours..yellow looked the best on her..haha..I shall call it eye-watering egg yolk yellow just to annoy the hell out of her..tried on a few dresses but I didn't buy cos they were all too long for me! man it sucks to be short la..

by the time we were done..n u know her pattern la..she takes ages n ages to decide on a colour..our fave indian still hadn't reached! so we decided to go to the toilet..but ALAS..the way there is fraught with a lot of temptations..we ended up..in Blossomz -_- I bet nobody is surprised..n we came out with..the same top..hers dark brown mine in dark silver..kua kua..$25.40 flew away..I really must applaud the boss' strategic way of placing his shops..no one can miss it..DAYUM!!!

Emo FINALLY decided to grace us with her presence..we went to eat..at..Ramen Ten -_- aha..had Spicy Miso Chicken Ramen! n it wrecked havoc on my stomach less than an hour later..heard the story of Kylie n the bracelet omg super funny..small eyes is soooooooo..ridiculous..ahha.."eh..dunno how to go IMM" wah he made himself sound like a himbo..n the story of Emo n the chinese newspapers..wah total nonsense man..

went shopping around again after tat..kena insulted by WJ's colleague who came along@@ walaoooooooo..bought a pair of shoes $29.90 cos both of them told me its cute..n a cardigan $19.90 all WJ's fault! she was psychoing me all the way lorh.. =P

n den I wanted to go Diva cos both of them were happily waving their Diva stuff in front of my face..so we went to Cine..there was a flea market! the necklaces there were so so so pretty la..but kinda ex..$28? didn't buy =(

bought myself a necklace from the shops instead..$10..initially tat was the only thing I wanted..but tis friendship necklace caught WJ's fancy..so ya..we are..once again..co-owners of a necklace..$6.50

I went back after tat cos WJ had a date with Kylie n Emo er.........HAHA..went Bugis to watch a Hindi movie..

DIE LA..I spent $250 on shopping..I am so screwed..I spent like..all my $$$$$$ tt's supposed to last me till the end of the month la! can eat grass already..nvm..I shall console myself n call it retail therapy to get me outta the doldrums..next month..I will not buy anything..WILL NOT..MUST NOT..SHALL NOT..

can click to enlarge if u want to! last night..I found the emulators for Sega Genesis n MAME! omg so happy lei I tell u..after I was just saying I missed my sega.. =D means my comp can now work as a Sega console..as well as those arcade games! HEE! even with those insert coin functions..YAY! I can play my fave games..like these below..screenshots taken yesterday HAPPY




my all time fav!


brings back memories!


pls insert coin..press 5 for credit..


EEEEEEEEE-HA!

was searcing for caterers..wah the 1st one I opened..$30 per pax..almos died of shock..so ex! dunno wads good lei..HOW?

orientation on Fri at 2..for those misc stuff..eeeeeeeeyerh must travel so far..Sam said maybe dunnit to go..but..if I dun go I'll be friend-less!!! noooooooooooooooo..

I am so not prepared for school.................



tis morning at 5.30....I received a phone call from tis woman..

"hello..你是卖猪肉的 harh?"

me: WAT!

"你是卖猪肉的 harh?"

me: 你神经病啊! 你知道现在几点吗?????? 卖猪肉????????????????????????????

"sorry sorry.."

-_- boo..sorry la..cranky in the morning ma..some more why I become pork seller???????? but it's funny now tat I tink about it..

den 1 hour later..

CHEN TIAN WEI..smsed me

"eh fel last Friday around 12 were u on the train going home or smth?"

kua kua kua..LAST FRIDAY? how to remember.........................walaoooooooooo!

he always does tis! Cheese Chen u need to be killed! =/




so tired today..shall sleep early

PSP Slim is SO UBER sleek! the graphics are great too! bf bought one in silver..for $359 which I tink is actually reasonable for such a neat gadget..

went Lucky Plaza to shop for it..so many shops selling we didn't even know which one we entered n which one we didn't..some fat guy tried to bullshit us..at first he said the thing cost $230..den when we wanted to buy it he said it was $270..cos of the GST..???? I wanted to laugh so badly so I quickly turned theother way..den he said the thing need a USB cable to connect..of cos la..but he said..it costs $58..OH REALLY? unless the wires inside are made of gold den yeah..n he told us tat we needa get it cos the cable is different..OIE! how different can cables get? my hp..mp3..DS..all use the same one lei! trying to cheat $$$$$$! I know la..maybe we look touristy cos I'm so spaced out..BLEAH..I remember..Iann n I were once discussing cables..I KNOW I AM CRAZY OK..(u must be tinking which normal person talks about cables)..ya ya I admit I am a geek..but yeah..

n den of cos being random..I am sidestepping here..I thought..if I went for lunch with Iann tat day I would be using a macbook now instead of tis Sony..DAMN MAN DAMN!

I love Caramel ice blended!

Mario n Luigi Partners in Time is SO FUN! I dun like the Mario 64..BOO..I dun really like 2D sidescrolling games..too distracting! I like those old school games..like..SONIC! haiya..I MISS MY SEGA!

trying to design without Photoshop sucks!

oh no my table is full of wires n more wires..

I want to buy girlie stuff lei..

EH! Muffin is 7 months old today! I love you Muffin! I shall go tickle his cute lil paws!

5 more days to my fav girl's bday..COWABUNGA!

WJ & SAM! I can't wait to see y'all!!!!

(:









I still believe
All I could ever want

caught Balls of Fury over the weekend! comedy..I like! funnayeeeeeeeeeee..hee

my thoughts are all over the place la..no time to orientate..so I shall just post pics la huh..


the lanky one n I! 2 weeks ago I tink at HK Cafe whee..ya I wore tat dress just to irritate her..heh heh..matching colours!


kept me awake allllllllll night..addictive!!


I went n did my hair today! =( lost my bet with WJ..itchy hand again I went to cut my fringe..dunno why also muaha..n I dyed my hair! it's a dark colour now..so sick of seeing yellow highlights..but AH WELL..my hair nv stays dark..saddening..wish I had black hair..BLACK!!! n I know..I'M VERY WHITE RIGHT! but it's just my face only! the rest of my body is still peeling lorh!


ok look..I know wad u're tinking..cos I'm tinking it too..hahaha..I'm "wadever-ing" myself as well..but HEY! look! I can act like XMM too!

gramps bought me a printer today..goes into the I.O.U ahaha..$209..we were lugging it around Century Square..wad to do..I need it! nobody to print notes for me anymore =(

anyway I got my timetable after bugging the consultants..dunno wad they're doing seriously!

my modules are:

- Research Methology
- Art and Our World
- Values & Cultures
- Politics, Economics, America and the Future
- Behavioral Science
- Advanced News Gathering and Writing
- Research & Writing in the Academic Community
- Seminar in Comparitive Politics & Public Policies
- Advertising Campaign Planning & Management
- Public Relations Campaign Planning & Management
- The Television Program: Scripting
- The Television Program: Production
- Management of Personal Lifestyle
- Environmental Science

help me..I just want to die..sounds so dead boring..anything with politics n policies just doesn't go well with me..gah!! n TELEVISION..omg..I hate TV PROD the MOST!!! shizzzzzzzzzzz.. =P

n here's my timetable for Oct!

16/10 Tues
2.00pm - 5.30pm

17/10 Wed
2.00pm - 5.30pm

18/10 Thurs
2.00pm - 5.30pm

19/10 Fri
2.00pm - 5.30pm

20/10 Sat
2.00pm - 5.30pm

22/10 Mon
2.00pm - 5.30pm

23/10 Tues
2.00pm - 5.30pm

24/10 Wed
2.00pm - 5.30pm

25/10 Thurs
2.00pm - 5.30pm

27/10 Sat
10.00am - 1.00pm

29/10 Mon
10.00am - 1.00pm

31/10 Wed
9.00am - 1.00pm

which looks even sorrier to me..aiyo..I have to drag my sorry self to school on certain Saturdays! nooooooooooo..........such things can only happen in nightmares@@

aha no la..it's fine I guess..it could be worse! hee hee..I'm off to play with my DS! it has a name! it's called..COOKIE..dun ask me why I'm mad..ha!

I felt dizzy when I was in the toilet!!


n I've been having chest pains since 2 weeks ago omg but I have no idea why..I feel so sick I should go slp already


bedtime bye! having a headache my head feels like its bursting ay





I miss my 4-day utopia I wish it would come back

oh la! just finished talking on the phone I'm feeling so sleepy my eyes are not seeing too clearly now dunno wad I'm saying I'm gonna sleep right after tis..can't even type grammatically..faster blog ahhhhhhhh





jumbled up random thoughts

- I've had Muffin since April 14th! so since I clean the cage every 2 days..I estimate tat I've roughly cleaned out the cage at least 80 times -___-" providing I got my math right la..n I used to take 2 hours to clean it..I'm getting faster now..muaha..just tat I keep stopping to babytalk him..CUTIEPIE! love!


- meet EMMA! I know I cropped the pic out of the vid he sent me so it's not very clear la..but she looks so precious..her smile is so..............wow..*melts..oh god I wish she were mine..lil Miss Lee is Nic's baby..WJ tis is the COHAN la u remember?

- I need Photoshop! I'm dying without touching my fave program to experiment with..someone remind me to buy it soon!! pirated one of cos la..I didn't know the original one cost so much..my eyes nearly fell out of my head when I saw the price..$1000+!!!

- I miss Ruidi, Nicole, Amelia n Amos! chubby cheeks..I absolutely love children..it's one of my greatest wish to work with kids n have them all call my name at once la..music to my ears

met those kids when I was..............17..during my 6 month stint at a kindergarten..OMG..so long ago..most darling-est kids I've ever met..lucky parents..such beautiful kids!! but I'm very biased! aiya can't help it la..some children just aren't as lovable as others ma..I went back there to visit last year..they all ran out to meet me..wah the feeling is just....so great..when they just ran to me n threw their arms around me..indescribable happyyyyness! I shall go see them again soon..sometimes I tink I should have taken ECH..

their antics still make me smile whenever I tink of them..Adrian with the broom pretending to be Elvis..Ryan singing the Sun Wu Kong theme song while taking his own merry time to wear his shoes..Amelia finishing her food the slowest cos she's busy chattering away..Amos n his famous "EEEEEEEEEEEE NOT FAIR ONE WHY MY JIE JIE.........etc etc.."..n Arun chasing after every single bus cos he can't recognise his school bus..

cute!

- I can't believe there's a black DS lite sitting on my table after wishing for it for a while! someone pinch me! thankew!

- I dun tink I've eaten chocolate cake for a few good years..I dun like choc cake! until Cafe Cartel's bitter chocolate cake today which wasn't bitter at all..n surprisingly tasted fab! but I'm going to get pimples galore come morning..

- my cramps are killing me.. =( serve myself right for drinking Pepsi n cold espresso..tsk!

- tis is my 3rd blog tis year

- when will Rowling write a new book?

- eh vista sux la! dunno when my clock time went wrong.. =D scared Sam into tinking she was late for school..but the best part is I CAN'T CHANGE THE TIME LORH..

- "my clock is one day faster...."

- I love my grandparents..

- school starts next week! scary..

- wad will I be doing 5 years from now? O_O!

- be-yoo-tee-fool that way! Jiemin!



wah my thoughts totally no link at all..guuuuuuuuuuuuuuudnight I'm delirious already yay tis entry done in 10 mins



will we?

I feel heartsore.


will everything be ok?
just tell me once again..





I wanna be smileyyyy

hai.



eventuality.

you said you wanted forever.
if only.

splitting headache...........................................................

yowza!

shoo go away shoo go away shoo!

I had a real packed weekend! shall update again when I'm feeling more up to it..ta!

I think I'm a real bitch seriously

sorry if I snapped at anyone lately

I feel like shit

=D!


soft n cuddly bear + 12 roses + marshmellows!

I have christened it..CUPCAKE! whahaha..all my toys named after food one..

arrived when I was in the shower..prompting funny questions from my mom..no wonder I tot her questions were out of place n strange..

crazy parents..placed it on top of the piano so tat I would be sure to see it when I walked out of the room..

aha..my heart went into orbit when I saw it lorh..den I teared =/ bleah..


-_- kua kua..

I quote my mom.."wah! come back from Thailand only his name change to who else already ah.."

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..so happy so happy! love my bf so much yay!


hello! let's play..

pai seh a bit siao..


whee! spot anyone?

tis is one kind of surprise tat I like whahaha..too happy I couldn't sleep last night darn..I'm grinning away a la Cheshire cat =/

.::Click to enlarge::.



zzzz..haiyo..small kids..play game also quarrel..wu brain bo brain -_- tsk tsk..when I saw tat I just laughed..so vulgar some more..if my kid talks lidat..I will turn him upside down n shake ah!

n there's my character looking so lost n forlorn..muahaha..CUTE RIGHT! ya la! I know wad u're gonna say already..even my in-game character has to wear all black@@ sorry la! the other colours not nice ma!

http://dilbertblog.typepad.com/the_dilbert_blog/2007/09/proof-of-gods-e.html
http://dilbertblog.typepad.com/the_dilbert_blog/2007/09/penis-jokes.html

if u need some entertainment..do go to tat link..amused me to no end..the things ppl can debate about..AHAHAHAHA..n btw it's not obscene k! it's intelligent conversation =P

I hope dad gets a job soon..he's been jobless for about a year an a half..things used to be bad..now it's just terrible..actually it's fine..we still can afford to live comfortably..not luxuriously..but tat's fine by me..but apparently mom doesn't tink so..

the way she snaps at him n puts him down really upsets me..I mean..does she really have to be so nasty n sarcastic?

I feel so sorry for her..it must be very saddening to be such an unhappy n uncontented person..

I tink my mom's not bad looking..in fact she looks youthful..her smile's nice..but I've nv seen her smile for ages..nv heard her say anything nice for months..everytime she opens her mouth..she sounds like..a poisonous viper..pure hate n venom

I try not to get affected..but on some days I just cannot take it..she just can't talk nicely..it's always a shout..whenever I tell her ASKING instead of DEMANDING is more effective..she snaps "DON'T SAY I'M SHOUTING OK! I'M TALKING!" at the top of her voice..talking indeed..zzz..

earlier on she was screaming for my dad to do smth for her when he was washing the dishes..called once..he didn't answer cos he couldn't hear..too far away..she screamed louder..damn bitch can't wait a few secs..dad came RUNNING..she repeated herself..he didn't catch wad she said so he asked her to say it again..

"YOU DEAF AR??????????????"

eh damn it so rude la..I wouldn't bother with her if it were me..ask ppl to help still make tis kind of stupid noise..nv give her a slap..she should consider herself lucky already la..

screw it la!

everyone needs to feel appreciation once in a while lorh..wadever she wants she gets n she doesn't even THANK him..I doubt she knows the word thank you anyway..

I MUST NOT BE LIKE HER..WILL NOT..SHALL NOT..MUST NOT

I will be NICE..I will help others..I will show appreciation to those who are good to me..I will not shout for no reason..I will be sensitive to other's needs

so if I'm mean or nasty or not a nice person PLEASE TELL ME..I dowan my family to suffer next time..my family sux big time now I want to build a happy home in future




n TO YOU:

I am NOT a receptacle for ur pms. pms-y females..I UNDERSTAND. pms-y males..FUCK OFF. a few times is still alright..I will take it tat u're having a bad day..understandable..but ur mood swings are crazy..u take it out on me..I just can't stand it anymore..go away

many donkey months ago..u ranted at me..THEN u had problems..u come looking for me..funny eh..but I still talked to u nicely..few weeks later..u ranted at me again..saying I'm NOT WORTHY of being ur acquaintance..FINE BY ME..I dun need u..n so we didn't talk for more than half a year..but here we go again..u come talking to me..?????????? so wad do u want exactly? cos I'm not interested in anything to do with u..u're the most obstinate person I've ever had the misfortune to come across..so I shall make tis clear..YOU..go YOUR way..I'm happy with wad I have now..

you know who u are.



seems like ppl are out to irritate today..


weeet u weeeeet says:
so how r u

weeet u weeeeet says:
never find kenny for chatz also

weeet u weeeeet says:
no hearts

___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
walao

___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
still so ac

................I hate guys who act cute..particularly flirtatious ones..especially those who just dunno when enough is enough..

weeet u weeeeet is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
*
___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
ur head

You have declined the invitation to start sending webcam.
*
weeet u weeeeet says:
come on

weeet u weeeeet says:
still so kiamsiap

ya I am..VERY..he's been asking for my webcam for almost 2 years

still doesn't quit..

weeet u weeeeet says:
come on lengluiz

weeet u weeeeet says:
let kenny see how u look like alrdy

___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
-________________-

weeet u weeeeet says:
let me see see

___feL]* .::// sugar fixation..I want donuts! says:
no

weeet u weeeeet says:
eeeee

weeet u weeeeet says:
y

weeet u weeeeet says:
kenny cant view huh

weeet u weeeeet says:
so sad




NO. KENNY. NO.
BYE.


I'm not going to care about ppl who are out to spoil my day anymore! problems are not problems unless I see it tat way..there's always a way out of everything (:



other stuff..WJ! so sorry laaaaaaaaaaaaaa..can't tan anymore tis weekend..I'm really.....tanned..so much I had trouble finding clothes to match my skin colour today la!!!



=( u see for urself..my shoulders so brown..my face so red..MY NOSE SO BLACK! walao not Chinese anymore

went Cine today..a bit lost already..

me: Cine..which stop ah?

bf: Patong..

me: -_______________-

kua kua..

had some kinda funny noodle for dinner..it was nice but v salty..

I wanted dessert after tat so I had crepes with ice-cream! YUMMY!

played lan after tat..oooooh..been about half a year since I touched dotA..aha



O_o I tink my happiness fell asleep..tsk tsk..I took too long in the shower

Day 1


-_- I KNOW! looks highly stupid ok..yah but I was worried..day of departure!


their arrival hall..which seriously has..nothing..


got my nails done here! 250 baht


walao my fingers so short n stubby..


Patong Beach! with all the jetskis n para-sailing..tis beach isn't as nice as the others I tink..but still many times better than ours!


very hungry!!


great food! our first dinner of the trip =D


foot massage! 250 baht per person..


=/ trying to stop myself from shouting out loud haha..


oh well..once a joker always a joker..haha

Day 2


would have made a great feather duster..


Sonic's relative..the quills so stylo la..it was so cute la! tink it was very hungry..it was trying it's best to reach some shrubs..


unglam sia! I'm sure it's very tiring to be a civet..haha


serious monkey bizznazz here y'all................


eeeekkkk!


would u take a picture with tat? look at those teeth!! O_O


oh c'monnnnnnnnn we're hungryyyyyyyy


=PpP


"aiya can tell tat it's coke!"..


Da Mario's..great pasta!


gorgeous sunset!


whee!


(:


very happening at night!


bf n his nonsense..trying out his purchases..lol..the "si wen bai lei" pose.. ^^V


being a poser..haha..looks like swimming instructor WANNABE!


lol..sometimes I really wonder..

Day 3


Kata Beach..the sky n water..SO BLUE!


uh..ok..nvm..haha..


secluded part of the beach..the water was flowing down from the hillside I tink..very clean n cooling!


just in case he says I only post pics of him..


cartoon dog tat followed me around..


oh shit oh shit knock it off already leiiiiiiiiii..


Muay Thai boxing stadium! we didn't watch cos it's too expensive..


ladyboyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys..


my moment of insanity -_-

Day 4


omg better hide behind a cap..


damn tourist thoroughly enjoying himself haha..


the bike tat we rented..


bf n the noisy polluting machine..fun!


our room in disarray!


one of their temples!


last meal at the airport..



yeah!