DISTURBIA?

do u know how i've been feeling lately?

i haven't been sleeping well, been having nightmares
i thought that i've managed to push all these thoughts away
actually i succeeded, but they only came back again recently

2 days ago, there was a stranger camped my floor's staircase landing in the wee hours of the morning
my parents asked him to move but he refused to move away.
my mom called me when she reached the office and told me not to go out

yesterday one of my neighbours whom i've rarely seen and i'm not acquainted with.
omg.
when i was going down the staircase towards my unit he was just leaving.
he walked past me. then. he stopped.
he walked down the staircase slowly. and he stopped again and stood in the corner and watched me.
bloody frightening. and his gaze was that type of. er. wolf watching a sheep?
i could feel his gaze burning. eeps
i ran back to my house and fumbled with the lock.
my brother asked what happened and i told him the neighbour was leering horribly at me.

=(
i'm really scared.
my greatest fear is such unwelcome attention.