nobody understands.





the thoughts, the things that i don't know
images all but a mind blur


I knew it wouldn't be easy years ago,
so I guess it's nothing new.
Expected that it would feel this way,
but no this emotion is...........beyond compare.

"u win some, u lose some"

I had an illuminating talk with my bf just now. he makes me see my worries from a different angle (:




so it was town earlier with the bff!

the moment I reached there I immediately dragged her off to Sasa..

for wad?

my recent Cellnique obsession lorh..contrary to wad I read on Xiaxue's blog..the salespeople told me tat B.Liv hasn't been launched in Singapore! WHY LIDAT! sad..but nvm..I got my hands on the pro sebum gel! FINALLY! YESSSSSS! I know la..quite lag since it has been out for a while already..but still!! I heard it's very good uh! it was sold out at Bugis on the day I dragged my bf there with me..I wanted to buy the facial masque too..DUN HAVE BOO

WHEEEEEEEE..

lemme see results soon! if it's really good I will psycho all my frens to get it hee

my wish..(n Nurul's) is to glow like a lightbulb! I was telling WJ all about it..bright skin! I want!

after Sasa..BROKE..

so I tahan lorh..watch WJ shop..haha..she spent about $160+ she bought shorts..a jumper (YELLOW!!!)..a dress..shoes..collagen eye mask..n wad else ah? can't remember..

I was so tempted to buy too..but cannotttttt..I cannot spend November's allowance when the month isn't even here..

we had MOS burger for lunch where I had hell of a time stowing away my burger..I mean my frens know tat I dun really like to eat burgers..it's kinda like going to war for me..battling with a burger -_- I took ages to finish it..but I love their corn soup! yummy!

ooh I met WJ's Mr Koh for the first time just now..walao SO LOVEY DOVEY lei both of them..firstttttt time meeting den they TMM in front of me HAHA..I was giggling away to myself inside my head (aha dun kill me pls wj)..her fren Xueyun if tat's how her name is spelt..she's super nice n funny! (:

my exams are in 2 weeks..I must study hard for it!

humph quarrelled with my mom yesterday..

she called me n SCREAMED at me when I was outside..always does tat to spoil my mood..

not going home!

but I miss Muffinnnnnnnnn..

didn't do much these past few days..so nothing to blog about..

BUT..

I'm going out with WJ tmr! yayness..

wonder wad I'll buy..heh..

hiya folks! it's a long long long entry! hurray then if u tink I'm entertaining..on the flipside..sorry if I bore u!

first of all..I wanna thank everyone for their well-wishes! (: I feel loved!

let's see..there's Sam..WJ (hers!)..WJ (MINE! go away Ken boy!)..Emo..Nurul..Jas..IZ..SY..Nana..Poca..Aloy..Sebas..LWLF..n of cos my bf!

whee! did I miss out anyone? sorry if I did!

23rd Oct
met Jas & SY at Vivo cos they wanted to gimme a bday treat! so nice of them! but Poca & Nana couldn't make it..(pokes Nana)

SY had on a faux fur-lined jacket..(at least I SINCERELY HOPE it's fake fur)..really like the winter wear kind..the moment I arrived I couldn't keep my eyes off it..in the end I couldn't stop the question from escaping my mouth..but the reason given is too dingaling to be named..aha super nonsense..we were hungry! went to Terra Cafe..my first time there! all of us ate the same thing..Linguine Carbonara set meal..superrrrrrrrr yummy! there was more than enough cream n everything..I really dislike it when my pasta is dry! but their's was just right..creamy..fragrant..n all of us finished every single thing on our plates! most of the time I can't finish carbonara cos it's too creamy..but Terra's ain't! wheeeeeeee..I'd definitely go back there already..NO MORE PASTAMANIA! soup was clam chowder..I gave all the clams to SY but I accidentally swallowed one..dun like! I shuddered..plus we had a scoop of ice-cream each..hee..

we sat there n yakked for ages..den went to the toilet n took pics! but I dun have them yet..post another day! SY wins fastest fingers first really..while I was drying my hands she managed several self shots..I was very surprised..

window shopping after tat..the perks when Jas is around! she dragged me away whenever there was a lingerie shop..

"OH NO NO NO.."
"DUN GO INTO THE SHOP NEXT DOOR.."

wah tat kinda mysterious sentence always makes me even more hyped..

n I immediately ran out to peer at wadever shop..

LA SENZA!

sigh..nv even step thru the doorway..

went to the arcade n played Go-Go-Ball..EH VERY FUN LEI! I still wanna play! Jas suggested playing at first..I was like.."huh really ah.........." u know la wanna act glam..

in the end..SO FUN! we screamed n screamed..or rather maybe I screamed..WHEE!

thank u!

oh..

here's wad they gave me..

but my pics suck becos my digicam is really..tsk..it's 8.2 megapix..but super blurry..





n a top! Jas asked me to change n try it but Vivo is so cold! so I said I'd take a pic n show them =P





fits! thanks dears!


typhoon felicia -_-


from bf's mom..


from bf's sis..it's a hairclip! I know it's a lousy pic..blame it on my cam!


from my bf!


stars! yayness!

24th Oct
started off by being vain..




went to my bf's house first..he took leave! so nice!

he plonked his Vietnamese hat on my head..


"鬼啊！！！"

seriously I have to agree..SO UGLY!


睡觉是为了走更远的路。

pardon me if the words are wrong k..my chinese is horrible..

den he woke up..he bought his first pair if skinny jeans 1 day ago..I was very excited about it haha..seems like I wasn't the only one..


of cos tis is just for fun la! he didn't leave the house lidat uh!

got other pics =/ but he said wait n receive his lawyer's letter if I post them up..

"wad's ur bday wish?"
"huh..bday wish can say one meh?"
"tell me tell me tell me!"
"I thought say already won't come true?"
"IF U DUN TELL ME THEN WHO IS GOING TO MAKE UR WISH COME TRUE???"




heh sorry uh..getting my bf to take pics is like pulling teeth..so when I have some I wanna post!



we went to Singapore Flyer! initially he bluffed me lei! he said he booked ONE ticket for the bungee thing at Clarke Quay..n he was so serious about it..pfft..scare me!


at the pond..so cute! they were so synchronised I had to snap..


he booked the whole capsule! wahhhhhhhhhh..


super happy..whole day! can u just feeeeeeeel my happiness!






haha u see his expression! getting more n more sian..cos I was really forcing him to take pics with me lorh..SO DIFFICULT! I kept saying "最后一个！最后一个！" n when I tried to take the next pic he gave me THE LOOK..u know..the look which I tink everyone's significant other has..haha..the "one more time n I................"-face..funny!


trying to figure out where Raikkonen crashed =/


my cam was beginning to annoy me..cos it was really a very fine day! CLEAR BLUE SKY..yet not too sunny..but my cam HAIYO..make it look as if it was gonna rain..




see! empty capsule!


so lovelyyyyyyyy..I wanna stay there!




I actually felt a bit dizzy up there..aha


ok lorh cannot disturb him I disturb other ppl..I waved at the kid!


oops..again!


see see! he's totally ignoring me lorh..






(:

after we go down we went to Marina Square to walk around..bf kept saying over n over again tat he was hungry..many many many times..sounded like me..he refused to tell me where we were going for dinner..asked me where I wanted to eat..first he said Pariss..next moment another place..

nonsense lorh..

finally..

he brought me to stand outside the Marina Mandarin for 10 mins..lol..

after tat we went inside..


wah wad a lovely toilet eh..smelt better than my whole house u know..

turns out tat he reserved a table at Aquarmarine at Marina Mandarin! since I have no idea wad tat is..I just googled it..I shall copy some lines from a review done by Chua Mei-Ling some foodadvisor..just crediting so I won't get sued for plagiarism -_- ..though I dun tink anyone cares cos only my frens read my blog..

"With a name reminiscent of the ocean, AquaMarine conjures up exotic images of the underwater world. The table settings, and chairs, are echoes of hues of blue, while the mirrored walls are adorned with orbs that remind one of bubbles."

yay sounds good!


n boy..............wad a lovely place! dumb cam doesn't do it justice..I loved the blue hues

n really.........they had A LOT A LOT A LOT of food..the spread stretched from corner to corner of the room..n the food's realllyyyyyyyy scrumptious! all kinds of food..Sushi counter..super fresh kind..u go there n tell them wad u want..how big the portion n they'll make it for u so it's not those gross kind been there for ages..chinese food..many varieties..salads..SEAFOOD..cheese..DESSERTS..etc etc..

plus their service is superb..bf said all they lack is for someone to wipe his mouth n it'd be perfect already..seriously very good! just put a few pieces of shell on a plate n they'll whisk it off n replace it promptly with another clean one..drink a few sips of water n they'll refill..see u eating crab they give u a plate of serviettes with the thing to crack the shell wad's it called? n they fold ur napkins whenever u leave the table..which is dunno how many times cos we went many many rounds..






aha will u look at tat YO! all along I've been complaining about my camera but u just look at the colour of the prawns n lobster..WOOOOOOOOOT! at tat moment u know wad went thru my mind? I thought.."my goodness..it seriously rocks to be me.." HAHA!

the prawns were HUGEEEEEEEEE lei! n all their seafood was very fresh! icy cold! really really..juicy n succulent! the oysters were the size of my palm..I know mine's a very small palm BUT STILL! bf ate ten..

n u know I love prawns but I usually dun eat cos of my skin but just now..I really couldn't care less..


weeeeee-u-weet! they kept refilling food..many sauces to choose from too!

"我吃吃吃等一下我咬到珠怎么办？？" aiyo nonsense hor..


scallop in shell..slipper lobster..baby lobster..

I had chilli crab too..shiok! I ate god knows how many prawns n tempura as well..n SALMON! omg I ate salmon with caviar..aiyo..HAPPINESS!




my faveeeeeeeeee outta all!


oyster shooters n salmon in pesto!


=D I love those jars! remind me of those story books I used to read when I was young..u know those candy shops? me likes!


cheeseeeeeeee!


guess whose plate?


n his plate..fruits..

he declared.."we're 2 different types of human beings.."

my god I ate until I was bursting..SO MUCH DESSERT..he watched me wallop desserts..let's see ok..I had raspberry panna cotta..blueberry pie..2 yummy crunchy cookies..3 meringues..3 pralines (very nice n erm..melty?)..pineapple almond cake..kiwi tart..strawberry tart..2 chocolate coated marshmellows..bread & butter pudding..mango pudding..2 tiramisu..oh wow the tiramisu was those..really serious kind..I dinno n I scooped the whole thing up from the bottom n ate..AH!! soaked in rum! I made a face..a lot of noise..n shivered! lotsa alcohol! goodness I ate a lot of dessert hor? tink I ate more can't remember..

EEEEEEEEEKS..big tummy!

2 hr 30 min dinner whaha..

yay! I love my bf wheeee!

thanks for everything!


n lastly..here's my bday card! I insisted tat I MUST receive one from him..so he bought one with a lot of words..

but anyway..VERY HAPPY!

I've been blogging since 1 am..

very tired! goodnight all!

=D

n oh ya..I was kidding about him booking the entire capsule..aha..it just happened tat there was no one in line..only 1 ang moh but we quickly hurried in so we could get one whole thing to ourselves =P